Because You Loved Me (Pinnacle True Crime) by Phelps M. William

Author:Phelps, M. William [Phelps, M. William]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Kensington Publishing Corp
Published: 2007-11-30T13:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 43

Jeanne Dominico was greatly admired by the community of Nashua. Whatever she did, Jeanne gave 100 percent of herself, despite the hardships she faced or how her relationship with Nicole fared. Time and again, the care Jeanne showered on the lives she touched inspired people, and made them understand that compassion mattered more than anything.

“When Drew was in Little League,” remembered Chris McGowan, “she never missed a practice. I would tell her, ‘Let’s drop Drew off and go out for a bite to eat. Take some time for yourself, Jeannie.’ She wouldn’t hear of it. She stood there and watched every moment.”

That selflessness, however, meant little to Nicole as she began to believe that no matter what she did, or the promises she made, none of it changed her mother’s mind regarding her moving into Billy’s house. And the more Jeanne and Nicole fought, the deeper the hate festered in Nicole.

“I hate who you are,” she wrote of her mother in late June.

She referred to the house in Nashua as a “war zone,” and believed her mother “stopped caring” about her feelings. Regarding Drew, Nicole viewed that relationship as unfulfilling and hopeless.

“I could tell you I hate you…. I could put snakes in your room…. I could shit on your bed…kick your ass in front of your friends…make you bleed red.” She went on, talking about filling Drew’s room with dirt, “bashing in” his “TV,” and “showing you what it’s like to be me.” Yet, after ruminating on the notion of taking her anger out on her little brother, Nicole felt Drew wouldn’t “get it” or “care.” So in the end, even a display of outrage and violence was no longer an option.

As far as Jeanne was concerned, in one diary entry, Nicole spoke of how she wanted to “grind” her mother’s “face in the dirt…. She’s the f- - -ing bitch….”

When Nicole felt she had exhausted all of her potential, she made up her mind. Speaking of her relationship with Billy, she wrote quite chillingly, “We’re going to do this…. We’re going to make it clear to the world that we need only ourselves….”

In Nicole’s view, Jeanne had exposed a nerve. And there was nothing she could do to convince Jeanne that Billy was her life.

Or was there?

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