Pain Slut by J.A. Rock

Author:J.A. Rock [Rock, J.A.]
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Publisher: Riptide Publishing
Published: 2015-10-27T04:00:00+00:00

I walked bowlegged for two days, and that is not an exaggeration. Jason asked if I was walking that way because I was still sick. Every time he saw me, he cringed like he thought I was going to spew everywhere.

I was sore as hell, and I loved it. Yet, what I remembered more vividly than the fucking was how Drix had kept me in bed for the rest of the evening, kissing me, lying next to me, bringing me food. Every time I’d tried to answer work emails on my phone, he’d flipped me onto my stomach and started rubbing my back until I drifted. All told, I must have slept about five hours. During the day.

Around six, he had filled the tub with hot water and let me soak off the rest of the lube. I’d thought there was no way I could manage any more sex, and yet once I got back into bed, my dick hardened again, and pretty soon he was licking my ass—biting my cheeks and thighs and then finally fucking me with his tongue until I gave up all pretense of dignity and humped the bed until I came. I’d reached around behind me and groped for his cock. Batted at it blindly in an exhausted haze, stopping as soon as I felt his cum streak my back. It was the sloppiest of handjobs, but he didn’t hold it against me.

“You are amazing,” I told him.

“Sorry I’m not a real dom. Then I’d be perfect, huh?”

“Listen. What you did in the car? About sixty times more dominant than most guys I’ve played with.”

“Really?”

“I mean, a lot of guys put on a big act. But with you, it’s like you’re naturally the filthiest fucker in the world.”

“Aww!” He rubbed his hands together like a supervillain. “I really do kind of feel like that’s true, though.”

“Yeah?”

“The reason I first was kinda drawn to the Dark Ravens is that they encourage you to connect with others using your body. Through sex or massage or dance or whatever. And I just . . . I care about the guys I have sex with. I don’t want to do it with people I don’t care about. But it’s tough because sometimes I feel like I want more than other people want. You know? Like, I wanna use my teeth and I wanna knock shit over and I wanna talk dirty—but not if the guy’s not really into it.”

“Wow.”

“I just love that you’re into it. I mean, it really just blows my damn mind.”

I felt a spike of guilt. He was amazing. Too amazing to get stuck being some guy’s bucket-list fuck buddy. “I need to tell you something.”

He looked wary.

I explained the situation. Beacon Center. My imminent exit from the world of BDSM. My pain-slut bucket list. “I don’t want it to seem like I’m using you. But I’m kind of using you.”

He nodded. “Well, I can’t say I don’t like being used this way.” He paused. “And I’m just throwing this out there—I like kids.

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