Farm Fresh (Naked Organics #1) by Posy Roberts

Author:Posy Roberts
Language: eng
Format: azw3, mobi, epub
Publisher: Labyrinth Bound Press
Published: 2016-01-28T00:00:00+00:00

The voices fluttered through Jude’s mind as he stroked himself. He tried to shove them away, but they kept coming back, dodging in at the worst possible moment.

No longer willing to be a victim of his past, Jude stood and opened the door of the bedroom, hoping someone would walk past and watch him, maybe even sit on the bed and touch him while he brought himself off. The shift in focus, waiting for someone to discover him like this, helped him keep the voices at bay, and it would help him prepare for what would happen on the equinox, which he’d only recently learned about. He hoped he could jerk off in front of everyone in the commune. It was his best chance of staying here rather than being asked to move away because he couldn’t meet expectations, but the damn voices needed to be knocked down to size, told to sit down and shut up.

Jude kneeled on his bed and faced the mirror as he took himself in hand again. He’d watch. He’d see what he looked like jerking off, something he’d never done. It couldn’t be as bad as his parents made it out to be, especially considering how often Jude had watched other people touch themselves around the commune. He liked watching. He liked watching it all because seeing people enjoy sex helped normalize it.

He ran his palm over his chest and tugged his balls while he allowed his other hand to fly over the head of his dick, all while watching himself. He looked like everyone else he’d seen do this, so he closed his eyes.

When he wrapped his fingers around the base of his balls to hold back his orgasm, lines of metal, a cage, flashed through his mind.

“No,” he said as he loosened his grip around his balls, but the stupid image wouldn’t go away. He kept on stroking himself despite that. Even when he opened his eyes and looked at his hand on his bare cock, he could see the ghost of the cock cage his father had said would help him resist the urge to defile himself.

“I’m doing nothing wrong,” he told his reflection, but the insecurity in his voice spoke so much louder than his message to himself. He tried again, making his voice stronger this time, but his hand stopped moving.

He heard a noise and prayed someone would come watch him so he could get out of his head, but no one climbed the stairs. It must’ve been someone outside.

“Fuck you! Fuck you and how you messed me up,” he told the parts of his reflection where he could still see his resemblance to the people who had hurt him so much. He stared at himself, really and truly stared until he only saw Jude. He was separate from them, separate from their teachings, their guilt, their beliefs, and their crazy-ass logic. “Fuck them!”

Jude touched himself again and watched every movement in the mirror, even taking time to study his face.

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