Borderlands by Borderlands 1 (epub)
Author:Borderlands 1 (epub)
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Horror
Publisher: Crossroad Press
Published: 2014-02-01T05:00:00+00:00
So good-bye, kind world. This is my last note to you, and my only warning. Like all religious men I know that there is only one sin God will not forgive and that is the sin of rejecting forgiveness. And sadly, I reject it because I have discovered that Sella was the bitch but I am the witch. In using her as a window to the caverns of pain where the fires of small power burn I cast a spell on myself. Now I sit in those vaginal halls on a throne of God’s excrement beside a river of blood where I baptize myself daily in dreams of Sella’s neck gripped in my hands as I squeeze in masturbatory pleasure. As she dies maybe the spell will be broken and I can accept the forgiveness that lies just across the now impassable membrane where love meets power.
The problem is though, that to find her I must remember her and I can only remember her through action. So, just as Marian did, the ones of you I select will in your final moments become Sella. I will love you as I loved her and some of you will in those moments find that you love me. Yes, it’s true, you will. Because you are consumer units and each purchase is nothing but a small and thrilling act of submission, a voyeur’s ticket to the kingdom of pain.
So as you stare at your televisions each night, know that I am the dark moon that orbits full behind the piano key grins and the toylike wrecks of the expendable cars. I’m the darkness in the center of the mother’s whispered douche advice to daughter. I’m here, behind the tube, outside the window, and around any impulse you might have to leave fake reality for real imitation.
I wait for you.
I want you.
I need you.
I love you.
And, to paraphrase that most romantic of songs: You always love the one you hurt.
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