This Is What It Feels Like by Rae Lloyd

Author:Rae Lloyd [Lloyd, Rae]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-02-14T00:00:00+00:00

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My head was pounding, and my mouth felt so dry that I had to pry my tongue off the back of my teeth. There was a terrible taste in my mouth as well, and my eyes felt like they were on fire. Where was I? I lifted up my head, and despite feeling like a sledgehammer was destroying my brain, I opened my eyes to look around. The room was dark, the floor was cool to my touch, and I couldn’t feel anyone near me. There was a blanket over me. Was that a toilet? I ran my hand up the side. Yup, that was definitely a toilet. My brain caught up with my hand, and I realized that I was in a bathroom. Why was I lying on the floor of a bathroom? With a pillow and a blanket? I felt for my body. Okay, and with no clothes on. Where was I? Why did I feel like I had died and come back to life? Suddenly, the door cracked open, and light filtered in.

“Oh, my eyes,” I croaked. My voice sounded weird to my ears, and my throat hurt when I spoke. I covered my eyes with my hand, but the sudden movement made me feel so dizzy and made my head throb even worse. The door shut, and the light went away.

“Shaen?”

I knew that voice. That was the voice of… Remi. Remi, who had stood beside me, rubbing my back as I barfed into the bushes at the party. Oh my God, the party! Memories started to assault me. A flash of how I had thrown up every single burrito and chip that I had eaten near the swing that we had been sitting on.

Me trying to get onto the dance floor after and then almost passing out in Remi’s arms. Him plying me with water. Me throwing up again in the bathroom this time. Me on a hunt to find the girl who had hit on Remi to tell her what was what. Liam and Remi getting me into an Uber. The Uber stopping on the side of the road so I could throw up yet again. Me crying on Liam’s front lawn. Me throwing up once more while in the shower. Remi cleaning up the shower as I laid down, naked, on the bathroom floor. Well, at least now I knew how I had gotten here and where I was. I was in Liam’s house. Another memory hit me. Remi bringing me a pillow and a blanket after I refused to get up and go to bed with him. Him whispering good night in my ear, and me saying, “I love you” back.

“Oh fuck.” I groaned out loud. My head reverberated with the sound of my own voice.

“Shaen?” Remi sounded really concerned. Maybe he had still been drunk enough not to remember. My brain was in overdrive, and I was absolutely freaking out, but I could not make any more sudden movements because it felt like my head was going to absolutely explode if I did.

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