The Rockstar's Girlfriend (B.I.G. Girls Club #1) by Lillianna Blake

Author:Lillianna Blake [Blake, Lillianna]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Amazon: B00YOINI6W
Publisher: Sassy Women's Fiction
Published: 2015-07-22T23:00:00+00:00

Chapter 18

I wasn’t going to let Joe spend the night and I didn’t let him take me to my bedroom—it was too soon for that. But I did feel better as we lay cuddling on the couch together. It had been two hours since he’d arrived, and after our initial intense kissing session, Joe had let me grill him with all of the questions I had for him—about the woman and what I’d seen last night—about all the other nights that I’d not been at his gigs or the clubs with him and the guys.

He assured me that it had been the first time that anything had ever happened, and I wanted so desperately to believe him.

“Hmm?”

My eyes were closing, but I was fighting sleep, as I wanted to stay in Joe’s arms for a just a bit longer.

He laughed lightly in my ear. “You should either go to bed or let me spend the night.”

“Not tonight. But what were you saying?”

“I was just asking if you wanted to have dinner tomorrow night. I’d like to take you out on a proper date.”

I smiled as I kissed him on the cheek. “That’s sweet. I can’t do dinner tomorrow, though. I’m gonna practice with the band.”

I felt his body tense immediately at my words.

That’s a red flag. Be happy for me, Joe. Why can’t you just be happy for me—especially now?

I wouldn’t back down on this. No way. Not after everything. I was going to keep my commitment to Kaz about showing up at their rehearsals for the rest of the week.

I sat up and Joe followed my lead, rising from the sofa, pulling me up next to him.

“But you can come over after practice if you want.”

I watched him intently, willing him to agree.

Don’t let me down. How badly do you want to make this work?

“Yeah, okay. I’m sure that could work. We’ll see how the night goes, okay?”

I nodded. I knew that he probably had a lot going on the rest of the week because of the tour coming up—something that we hadn’t even really had a chance to talk about lately. How could I trust him while they were on tour? It was as if the thought hadn’t even occurred to me until just this minute. It made me feel sick to my stomach.

“Babe?”

“Sorry, what were you saying?”

“I was just asking you about Saturday—about the kick-off show. You’re going to be there, right?”

I hadn’t even been thinking about it; but I knew I had the day off work, so there was no reason not to go—not after tonight. If we really were going to start fresh like we’d promised one another during our conversation earlier, we needed to be there for one another—just like I’d always been there for Joe. But would he be there for me? I couldn’t help having the thought.

I turned my attention back to Joe, who was looking slightly frustrated or maybe just tired. “Yeah, I’ll be there. Oh, I invited Zara and Braden too.

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