Playing to Lose by Ariel Anderssen

Author:Ariel Anderssen [Anderssen, Ariel]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781800182615
Publisher: Unbound
Published: 2023-07-17T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eighteen

Becoming Amelia Jane

Back in the UK, comforted with the knowledge that I could take a commercial-length spanking, I threw myself into finding more spanking work. It became immediately apparent that Ariel Anderssen, my submissive character, needed to adapt to the new genre. I’d chosen Ariel as my stage name when I started bondage modelling, in recognition of how much I’d loved playing Ariel in The Tempest, and it had felt perfect for all the BDSM work I’d done up to that point. But submissives don’t necessarily make good spanking ‘Bottoms’ (the industry word for someone who gets spanked, as opposed to ‘Tops’, who do the spanking). Being quiet, obedient, willing and enthusiastic about being spanked doesn’t make for a very dramatic dynamic, and I wanted to be a very dynamic Bottom indeed. Part of the fun of being a spanking Bottom is that you can be utterly vile, incredibly argumentative, monstrously confrontational, and unwilling to back down. Of course, since the Top holds all the cards, you’ll never actually win in the end, but trying to outwit the Top and argue your way out of being punished is such a joy. When I do it well enough, I can make myself believe that of course this time I’ll get away with it, which makes every spanking feel a bit like a new experience.

Ariel Anderssen, my kinky, submissive self, was not the right kind of character with which to launch a spanking career. So I decided on a different girl, who’d have a different name. As a young child, I’d loved the Enid Blyton series about a large, badly behaved doll called Amelia Jane. The teddy bear, the patriarch of the toy cupboard, sometimes had to be quite severe with her, and I always longed for her to be punished. I also related to the fact that she was the largest toy in the cupboard, didn’t really fit in, and was wild, bendy and outrageous. I decided that I must be Amelia Jane in all my subsequent spanking roles.

Which left me with the question of a surname. Blyton’s Amelia Jane doesn’t have one, but if I was going to play a real-life girl, I’d need a realistic-sounding one, preferably one that matched my English accent. I hardly had to think about it at all. As a Jehovah’s Witness, I’d grown thoroughly sick of hearing about Joseph Franklin Rutherford, the second president of the Jehovah’s Witnesses, and the originator of many of the religion’s joyless rules for life. He was responsible for the lack of birthday and Christmas celebrations which had isolated Immi and me at school. ‘Well, of course no birthdays,’ I imagined him lecturing. ‘Didn’t you know that King Herod beheaded John the Baptist on his birthday? Birthdays are TOO DANGEROUS to celebrate. Christmas? No, of course we can’t celebrate Christmas. Jesus wasn’t born in the winter, so Christmas is pagan and must be ignored at all costs. Wall’s ice cream? On NO ACCOUNT must you eat it. It

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