Dating Down by Stefanie Lyons

Author:Stefanie Lyons
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: teen, teen fiction, ya, ya fiction, young adult, young adult fiction, novel, young adult novel, romance
Publisher: Llewellyn Worldwide, LTD.
Published: 2015-02-16T05:00:00+00:00

What I Learn at the Show

I close the door and

idiot

push my way through the crowd

stupid

gathering in greater numbers

stupid me

as the ticking minutes promise them

what

their big-name band

on Earth

their big night out

am I doing?

their big, happyhappyhappy time together.

And me,

silly

vomiting in public

baby baby

pushing my way out of the room,

grabbing Gavin

gasping for air

grinding my teeth

out on the sidewalk

head between hands

elbows on knees.

As Gavin rubs my back, I tell him.

I feel sick, wishing it was just

a cold

a virus

I could catch and get over

a guy

I could dump and get over

but I care too much

hurt too much.

Gavin:So your boyfriend’s a druggie.

Me:That’s a little harsh.

Gavin:You’re in love with a guy who does hardcore drugs.

Me:Cut it out. Maybe he can explain.

But I know, inside,

if he’s hiding these kinds of things,

it can’t be good.

Gavin:How ’bout … we get you out of here?

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