Bratva Redemption by Coco Miller
Author:Coco Miller [Miller, Coco]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-05-06T16:00:00+00:00
Chapter Nine
Alegra
Iâm tired.
I just want to sleep for days. The rain outside is starting to fall pretty hard and itâs just making me sleepier. I canât sleep though. Iâm afraid I might have a concussion and Iâve read stories about what happens to people who fall asleep with a concussion. Sometimes they wake up with deficits like a stutter or sometimes they donât wake up at all.
The smell of Ivanâs dead body might make me pass out though.
Santini didnât take the body back up with him when he left me, telling me he was letting me say my goodbyeâs to my lover. It only makes me feel sick. Iâve never had a lover before Kazimir, and I never will again. Ivan can rot for all I care, and whatever Kazimir did to him, I know he deserved.
My vision starts to swim, and the shadows creep along the edges of my eyes, pulling me under. âNo,â I mutter to myself, hoping the sound of my raspy voice keeps me awake. Where is Kazimir? Why hasnât he come for me yet? Does he not care about me at all? Did he lie to me? Maybe he never cared for me. Maybe once he found out that my mother was a whore, he thought I was a whore too. Maybe it was all bullshit from the very beginning.
He canât possibly be that cruel.
Not when I gave myself to him and only him.
Not when he made love to me like I was something precious.
But what else could be the explanation? Itâs been days and Kazimir has not come for me. Maybe I need to accept he never will. Maybe I need to go to sleep and hope that I never wake up.
The emotions Iâve been holding back creep up on me. My eyes burn with tears. Iâm not sure how much stronger I can be. Iâm such a fool to think Kazimir wanted more than just another notch on his belt. A virgin notch. A snitchâs daughter.
Actually, this is all starting to make sense. Maybe concussions make you clear headed right before they kill you. Kazimir had to have known I was my motherâs daughter after all. His father doesnât keep secrets from him. Of course.
Iâve fallen in love with a Bratva boss who has a sick penchant for revenge. Just how naïve can a woman be?
A tear rolls down my cheek, stinging the deep laceration on my cheek from the hard slap Santini gave me before he went upstairs. I donât have the energy to move anymore. Iâm giving up. Itâs easier than living a life being used, or if I get out of here, living a life where Kazimir doesnât love me.
Another tear of doubt rolls, and before I know it Iâm balling my eyes out, barely able to catch my breath since my ribs are killing me. Everything hurts and I just want the pain to stop.
I jump when I hear a loud thud upstairs then gunshots. I scream, covering my
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