Biker's Second Chance Revival by Cassie Wood

Author:Cassie Wood [Wood, Cassie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-01-30T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Four

Well, I’m wrecked.

I’m wrecked totally. I mean, my body is so damned wrecked I can’t even think straight. Of course, that’s a good thing since I’m so fucking angry at myself, I don’t want to be able to think straight. What the hell is wrong with me? That’s the good thing about being wrecked, I guess. I mean, I’ve been fucked just short of oblivion, and even though I can ask myself that question, I just don’t have the mental capacity to try to answer it.

And you want to know the really terrible thing?

Mixed with my anger at Cooper and my anger at myself is guilt! Yeah, I’m actually feeling guilty about yelling at him. It’s a good thing I’m in no condition to think clearly about that either. How the heck can I feel guilty when he cheated on me?

Anyway, I want to do something to get my mind off all this crap. I want to do anything. The problem is simple, though. When I say I’m wrecked, I’m not exaggerating. I’m exhausted and the afterglow (if I can call it that because I don’t feel very much like I’m glowing) is almost like a low-key orgasm. I mean, I can’t do anything.

Eventually, I managed to take a shower, and the shower helped calm me down physically and emotionally. Okay, so I had sex with him. All right. It happened. I was caught up in the moment and I’m clearly still hung up on him. That’s understandable. I mean, this is the only man I’ve ever loved, and he’s my first love. Okay, so I couldn’t control myself. Fine.

I decide not to beat myself up about it. I’m not going to beat myself up about anything. In fact… I pull up my phone and press his contact. Frankly, I have no idea if this is still his number. I moved all my contacts to my new phone. I just didn’t contact him so he never got mine. He answers and I say, “Cooper. It was wrong for me to do what I did. I shouldn’t have dragged you into the house and done all that and then screamed at you. I’m sorry. It’ll never happen again.”

He says, “Courtney…” but I hang up.

I was mature. I apologized because I’m better than that behavior. Also, I made it clear it will never happen again. I feel good about that.

I spend the rest of the day feeling great, actually. He’s out of my system. The big elephant in the room of my life is dealt with and I can move on. I get a lot of work done unpacking and getting my office set up. I get the internet working and send an email to my boss to let her know I’ll be ready to start next week as planned.

I’m feeling good enough I decide to have a lazy night since the living room is clear enough and I’ve got the TV on the wall. I call the only pizza place in town and order dinner.

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