Only for Love by Cristin Harber

Author:Cristin Harber [Harber, Cristin]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: s fiction, romance novel, na romance, new adult romance, college romance, Coming of Age, women&apos
Publisher: Mill Creek Press
Published: 2019-01-22T18:30:00+00:00

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CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN

Emma

“Mommy!” There’s a clatter of noise that only a two-year-old can make coming from the back door.

I’m frozen with ice-cold panic as Grayson rips on his pants. Two seconds ago, I was in a euphoric lull.

“Emma,” he hisses at me. “Clothes.”

Right. Shit. Shoot. Oh my effin’ God. Clothes. I grab my oversized T-shirt and pull it on. My heart is in my throat, trying to escape. Every bit of me wants to run out the door and give myself a chance to think. Just as Gray wasn’t supposed to find out the way he did, Cally is not supposed to learn about her dad this way. I hop into my flannel pajama bottoms, and my hands search for the drawstrings. But they’re on backward. Shit.

Cherry’s voice calls out, “Emma. Hon, you awake? Where you at, babe?”

“Breathe, Ems.” Grayson hovers over me. I can almost see his pulse pounding in his neck. There’s a nervous tension in the air that neither of us knows how to react to.

Cally’s footsteps head in the opposite direction of the living room, away from us. “My bedwroom's back here. I wanna show you, Aunt Chwerry.”

“I’m breathing,” I say to him breathlessly, confirming that I most certainly am not.

His eyes are on the floor. Where’s his shirt? Oh, this is not going well.

“Emma?” Cherry’s voice fades as she heads after Cally toward the bedrooms.

“You should leave.” I bite my lip. “No, you shouldn’t.” My eyes sink shut, and I’m lost. I can’t kick him out the front door. I don’t want to kick him out the front door.

“Seriously. Take a breath, Emma. It's not how we planned, but it’s going to be okay.”

Not how we planned? We haven’t come up for air long enough to plan. I need to stall or redirect or—

Cherry and Cally laugh loudly on the other side of the small house. My eyes shoot in their direction then back to Grayson. His face is calm, his eyes bright. A curious, almost excited smile plays on his full lips, and I try to understand the magnitude of what he might be feeling.

Gray takes a step forward and cups my chin, letting his thumb softly stroke my cheek. “It’ll be okay.”

I nod, listening to an excited Cally drag Cherry down the back hall.

“It’ll be okay,” I repeat as if it’s a calming mantra that might save me.

“You want me to head out?” His throat bobs. “I’m dying here. I need to stay. You get that?” His eyes glance over my shoulder. “You’re scared. I’m… freakin’ out. But I can’t leave.” He gulps again.

God love him for giving me the option. How hard does it have to be for him? I shake my head and realize that my hands are trembling. I cross my arms and tuck them in tight. “No.”

Cherry and Cally make their way closer. They giggle over a lost doll that has been found—the one I put in the center of all of Cally’s toys, lined up on her bed.

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