The Hardest (Working) Man in Showbiz by Ron Jeremy

Author:Ron Jeremy
Format: mobi, epub, azw3
Tags: Autobiography, Performing Arts, Social Science, Film & Video, Entertainment & Performing Arts - General, Entertainment & Performing Arts, General, Pornography, Personal Memoirs, Pornographic films, Motion picture actors and actresses, Biography & Autobiography, Biography, Erotic films
ISBN: 9780060840839
Publisher: HarperEntertainment
Published: 2008-01-10T06:00:00+00:00

I don’t think I understand,” I said. “Are you telling me that you don’t want to see me anymore or you don’t want to do porn?”

Tanya shrugged. “I guess it’s a little of both.”

I was sitting on our bed, watching Tanya pack the last of her clothes into an overstuffed suitcase. The bedroom was the only room left that hadn’t already been stripped clean. There were a few boxes left, piled in otherwise empty corners, waiting to be carted away. Her Brooklyn apartment had the eerie echo of a warehouse.

Actually, it was our apartment. It had been our apartment for two years, until today. We had both decided that the time was right to move out to Los Angeles for good. And we were going together, or at least that had been the plan. But somewhere along the way, Tanya had apparently changed her mind. About something. I still wasn’t quite sure what she was telling me.

“So you want to quit porn,” I said cheerfully. “That’s no big deal. I’m fine with that.”

She threw a shirt onto the mound of clothes and scowled at me. “But you’re not going to quit, are you?”

“Well, no, of course not. Why would I?”

Tanya shook her head reproachfully, like I was missing some obvious connection between the two things.

“You see, that’s why it’ll never work between us,” she muttered.

“I can’t be with anyone who’s involved in this business. It’s time to grow and move on. You’ve won plenty of awards already. We should both get out.”

The porn lifestyle can be a tough one. When you’re in what you think is a committed relationship, the last thing you want to hear your partner say in the morning is, “Okay, honey, I’m off to have sex with Seka. I’ll see you around five for dinner, okay?”

But with Tanya, I had found somebody who lived a life as unconventional as my own. She above anybody would understand that monogamy had nothing to do with my feelings for her. I could go to work and have sex with countless beautiful women, and at the end of the day I’d come home to her and be as devoted as ever. And when she made porn films, it worked the same way. I would call it emotional monogamy…physical nonmonogamy.

“So what exactly is it about porn that you have a problem with?” I asked her.

“It uses people and then spits them out the other side,” she growled.

“Since when did porn ‘use’ you?” I asked. She had hit a nerve with me. “Please tell me that you’re not becoming one of those women who blame the industry for everything they don’t like about their life.”

There were very few things that made my blood boil like a porn star playing the victim. If it was coming from some innocent Catholic high school girl, I might’ve been able to partially accept it. But Tanya was by no means innocent. Porn had not corrupted her. Even before she got into the business, she had been stripping for bachelor parties and doing things that were too wild even for me.

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