Stepbrother With Benefits 17 (Third Season) by Mia Clark

Author:Mia Clark [Clark, Mia]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Cherrylily
Published: 2016-03-29T04:00:00+00:00

Ashley

To say that I've been waiting for this moment for awhile would be an understatement.

It's not just the punishment part, either. Oh, yes, Ethan's going to get it, and he will rue the day he ever even considered cheating on me, but...

He didn't actually consider it. This is more like advance measures, right? I'm making sure that he knows ahead of time what he'll be missing out on if he ever does anything to hurt me. I think I'm using this as an excuse to make him squirm, but it's kind of fun.

Do you know how many times Ethan has made me squirm in the past two months? Um... a lot. I mean, yes, that was squirming in an entirely different sense of the word, and right now I'm just kind of torturing him a little bit. It's not a bad torture, though. I promise it's good! He'll like it.

I just... um... I've been waiting awhile for... something. I don't know what. I don't want to say I've been waiting for something bad to happen, because that sounds bad, obviously. I'm not pessimistic about our relationship, or I don't want to be. I want to be optimistic and excited and ready to take on the world with him.

And it's not just waiting for that, but waiting to see him. I guess you might think that's a little strange because we haven't been apart for that long, but to me it's been forever. Even the flight here seemed like it took forever. Waiting before I could come and confront Ethan seemed like it took forever.

I know I can do things on my own, and I don't have to be with him every second of the day, but it's the moments when I want to be with him and I can't that are the worst. Those are the moments when everything is so much harder. Those are the moments that make me start to question what we're doing.

Can we do this? Not just a long distance relationship, but... this. Can we date each other even though he's my stepbrother?

Can we have a normal life together? College is a time when you're supposed to experiment and maybe go a little crazy. Except, um... the thing there is that I've never really wanted to go crazy before. At least I never wanted to go crazy before Ethan and I started dating. He kind of brought out this wild side in me, but it's not something I would do without him, either.

And where does that leave us? If I only feel like I can be a little wild, a little bit of a bad girl... if I can only do these things with him, what does that make me when I'm not with him?

I don't know. I don't think it's bad to be apart from one another sometimes, but I feel like I can be more of myself when I'm with him. I think maybe he feels that way, too. He's not always an asshole or a cocky, arrogant jerk.

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