Shakespeare's Planet by Simak Clifford D
Author:Simak, Clifford D. [Simak, Clifford D.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Science Fiction, Fantasy, Classics
ISBN: 9781504013284
Goodreads: 25757523
Publisher: Open Road Media Sci-Fi Fantasy
Published: 1976-01-01T08:00:00+00:00
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Committees had been her life, the grande dame admitted to herself, and there had been a time when she had thought of this present matter as a committee action. Just another committee, she had told herself, trying to fight down the fear of what she had agreed to, trying to put it in commonplace and (to her) understandable terms so that it would present no place for fear to lodge. Although, she remembered, the fear of it had been outweighed by another fear. And why was it, she asked herself, that fear must be the motive? At the time, of course, except in certain secret moments, she had not admitted to the fear. She had told herself, and led others to believe, that she had acted out of pure unselfishness, that she had no other thought than the good of humankind. She was believed, or thought she was believed, because such a motive and her action fitted in so neatly with what she had been doing all her life. She was known for good deeds and a deep compassion for all suffering humanity, and it was easy to suppose that her devotion to the welfare of the people of the Earth was simply carrying over into this final sacrifice.
Although, so far as she could recall, she had never thought of it as a sacrifice. She had been quite willing, she remembered, to let others think so, at times had even encouraged such belief. For it seemed a very noble act to sacrifice oneself, and she wanted to be remembered for her noble acts, this final one the greatest of them all. Nobility and honor, she thought; those had been what she prized the most. But not, she was forced to agree, a quiet nobility and a silent honor, for if that had been the case sheâd have not been noticed. That, for her, would have been unthinkable, for she needed notice and acclaim. Chairwoman, president, past president, national representative, secretary, treasurerâall of these and moreâorganization piled upon organization, until she had no time to think, with every moment occupied, always on the go.
No time to think? she asked herself. Was that the reason behind all her frantic effort? Not the honor and the glory, but so she wouldnât have to think? So she wouldnât have to think of the ruined marriages, of the men who turned away, of the emptiness she felt as the years went on?
That was why she was here, she knew. Because she had been a failureâbecause she had failed not only others, but herself as well, and in the end had recognized herself as a woman who sought frantically for something she had missed, missing it, perhaps, because she did not recognize the value of it until it was too late.
And, in view of this, she knew, this present venture had turned out all right, although there had been many times when she had doubted it.
There has never been a time when I doubted it, said the scientist.
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