Music of the Soul by Schubach Erik

Author:Schubach, Erik [Schubach, Erik]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Erik Schubach
Published: 2013-03-16T17:00:00+00:00

Chapter 11 – Why the Obsession?

The days started flowing in extreme slow motion, I found myself missing June so much. I concentrated on her, hoping to drown out the other ache in my heart. After my daily delete, delete, play routine, I caught myself playing Tammy's daily June reports over and over. The daisies, and midnight 'tuck in' calls helped keep me from spiraling back into a dark place.

I can't tell you if it was two or three days later, since time wasn't working right in my localized bubble, my Bella call held a bonus “Hi, M. You kind of shocked sis and Ham, they send thanks. Sleep well.” That must mean that the 'Oceans of Blue' single had hit online, and the trust papers arrived at the Rand house. I cried myself to sleep on the floor of the bus and I didn't understand the tears, I couldn't identify the emotions. Maybe it was just an emotional purge?

I woke up on the pull out bed, under a blanket, the bus rocking and obviously well underway. My sleepy mind half wondered how I got there. But as sleep retreated from my synapse, I looked at the dividing door to the driver's area, and smiled a silent thanks to the powers that be, for people like Darryl.

I groaned, realizing I had another interview today in Richmond, Virginia. I hate leaving my self imposed exile in the bus. I feel safe here, insulated from the world, cut off from contact with anyone outside of the show. Nick just kept insisting, and I finally agreed, just to shut him and his floppity hair up.

Why do I keep him around again? Oh yeah, because he has bought into Mandy Fay where Terry has not. He has taken my side of the frequent arguments more and more often. I can see the desperation building in Terry as we get closer to him losing his cash cow, his arguments seem more fueled by frustration now.

I don't feel bad at all, I've made Terry millions and he still has a cut of residuals coming in, he is set for life. Yet he's still on his side, not mine. Nick has been distancing himself from Terry, hanging around with Darryl more now. Gold star. You can stay.

I got up, and wandered over to my closet. After throwing on a sweater and a nice navy pleated skirt, I grabbed my purse and headed out to the waiting car. Security getting me past the slowly gathering fans and reporters. I'm noticing more and more reporters as the tour progresses. I'm sad that Darryl isn't driving me. I make a mental note to start requesting a rental at any venues I have extracurricular activities at, so he can drive and be my safety net.

I smile thinking about my little surprise for him. I have overheard him speaking with Nick on many occasions that he has been missing his girlfriend. He's always listening to me through the drivers partition, watching out for

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