Candie Caine: A Moment Of Clarity by Jontu

Author:Jontu [Jontu]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Leo Sullivan Presents | Sullivan Productions
Published: 2015-12-30T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter 7: Candie

I sat on Honey’s couch, eating a tub of ice cream; I was filling her in on everything that had gone down while I was L.A. It felt good spending time with my sister, because I really didn’t get much time with her. Between my schedule and hers we were always missing each other. “So what’s the plan for the holidays?” she asked.

I pushed a spoonful of ice cream in my mouth and thought on it. “I don’t know, I’m really not in the holiday spirit this year, but if y’all really stuck on doing the family thing, I will do Christmas at my place. Then it’s up to you and Sin to figure out who’s doing New Year’s,” I said, as I placed another spoonful of ice cream in my mouth; I closed my eyes and savored the flavor.

“Why you not in the holiday spirit, sis?” Honey asked, looking at my quizzically.

I took a deep breath before I answered. “Bitch, now you know I’m never in the spirit, but I just got a lot going on and honestly, I have been thinking about moving to L.A. to be closer to the label. You know so I don’t have to keep traveling every other week,” I said. Honey had a deep frown on her face; I already knew that she wasn’t going to be feeling that news, but I wanted to keep it real with her.

“Hold up, you got me fucked up. You are not moving to no damn Southern California, I don’t give a damn what you and Caine are going through. Fuck him, you don’t have to move away just to move on, what the hell will I do without you?” she asked, looking as if she was on the verge of tears.

“Honey, calm down, I’m not sure what I will do yet, but I’m at my wits end with Caine’s ass. That nigga is unreliable, disrespectful, and he’s just not what I need in my life. I have been loving him and riding for him since the very day that I met him, and now I realize that love can’t always be the answer. Sometimes people have to work a little harder to make shit work. Love comes without effort; it’s everything else that you have to add in and Caine isn’t adding shit else. He thinks that he can say he loves me and it will make everything better,” I said, with tears coming down my eyes. I hated crying; that shit made me feel weak and used, and I knew that I was neither of those.

I told my sister how fucked up Caine and I had been for the past few months, and she said exactly what Sincere had said; it was time for us to take a break. At first, I was convinced that I did not want a break, but now as I thought on it maybe we should just take a break, not an official break up, but just time apart to see what we really wanted.

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