The Rhetoric of Death by Judith Rock

Author:Judith Rock
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Publisher: Penguin Group USA, Inc.
Published: 2010-09-01T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 17

La Reynie’s newest fly leaned on the Pont Neuf’s parapet, staring at the unlovely face of his cowardice. Refusing the lieutenant-général would have been his death warrant, whether sooner in the Châtelet or later in the Place de Grève or a Mediterranean galley. At least, thank every saint there was, Pernelle was out of La Reynie’s reach. Out of M. Louvois’s reach, too, and Louvois terrified Charles even more than La Reynie did. And refusing would have unleashed scandal and retribution on the Society, the college, and on the whole du Luc family. God knew, he didn’t want anyone else to suffer for what he’d done.

Mostly, though, he didn’t want to die. Charles shuddered and closed his eyes, suddenly back at the siege of St. Omer. He heard the din of drums and trumpets and smelled the crazy battle energy, like the air before a storm. He heard the screams of men and horses, saw the blood gleaming on pikes and swords, heard the crack of muskets, and breathed the bitter smell of gunpowder. He’d been as full of battle lust as any man there, secure in the immortality of being eighteen. When the musket ball hit him, he’d thought at first that someone’s horse had kicked him. Then he’d seen the bright flower of blood blooming on the shoulder of his padded doublet. The certainty that he was going to die had wiped away his adolescent fantasy of noble death after thwarted love, and he’d thrown back his head and howled—not from the pain, but in grief for his unlived life. He had even less desire to die now.

He opened his eyes and watched the sky shed its last thin veil of fog, watched hunting swallows skim the slow, olive green river, watched a pair of bargemen sprawled on their canvas-wrapped load passing a leather bottle back and forth, watched as though he were going to paint it all. The words of another ex-soldier rose from the depths of memory. “Let it make no difference to thee,” Roman Emperor Marcus Aurelius Antoninus had written, “whether thou art dying or doing something else.” With a mental salute to the old stoic, Charles straightened. Time to get on with the something else. With being La Reynie’s fly, which he wouldn’t be if he’d obeyed the rector’s order to leave Philippe’s murder and Antoine’s accident alone. But if he started obeying now, he’d die. La Reynie would see to that. If he kept on disobeying and the rector found out, he’d lose his vocation. Which he preferred to lose by choice, if he was going to lose it. But he wasn’t dying, not yet.

He pushed off from the parapet, waved away a man selling cherries from his donkey’s panniers, and walked on. He squeezed around a sedan chair, set down beside the mackerel sellers while the lady inside chose her dinner, and hesitated at the end of the bridge. He’d reached the Pont Neuf from the quay, but cutting through the streets might be a faster way back to the college.

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