The Naughty List by Jade West

Author:Jade West [West, Jade]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-12-01T08:00:00+00:00

Chapter Fifteen

“Are you deadly sure you’re serious about this? That area can get sticky. I’m not saying that lightly, either.”

“I’m positive,” I tell Ebony onscreen. “It’s always been a thing of mine. Always. Since Connor’s gone, I just haven’t really thought about it all that much. I’ve been kinda busy with other hot dreams.”

I’m laughing, but she’s not. Her piercing eyes are jabbing so hard, I feel like a kid on trial.

“Don’t worry,” I say. “I already had all these items ticked on my naughty list. It’s no real shocker.”

“It’s one thing having some options ticked on your list amongst a load of others. It’s another starring a load of hardcore ones on purpose to bring the punters in.”

Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything to Eb about my decision to flash my interests so brightly for the clients to see, but I was mega excited. It’s a profile feature I only just found out about – starring naughty list options you’re particularly keen on. The system keeps opening up further and further before my eyes…

“I can always back out, can’t I? And I can always unstar them,” I say to Eb, and she shrugs.

“Well, yeah, of course, but if you want the reviews you won’t. And I know you. You’ll want the reviews at any cost.”

She’s right. She is coming to know me very well, and yes, I do want the reviews at any cost.

“I won’t baulk and flee from BDSM regardless,” I tell her. “I know what I’m up for.”

“Yeah, and you must be up for a damn lot if this list is serious. Your profile is showing an awful lot of starred options, there for the taking.”

She’s got a point. Maybe I did star a big list of items impulsively when I got back in from Viv and Mark’s place, but the feelings are still there inside me – and every option I starred was on my original list anyway.

I want BDSM. I love BDSM. I love to feel out of control, and I love the thrill and the subspace of the pain. Of true submission. Why not get paid for it?

Eb holds her hands up. “It’s none of my business really, I’m only looking out for you.”

I smile at her. “I know that.”

“Really though. How are you going to feel when you rock up to an anonymous client’s house who has a dungeon, binds you up in it and beats you until you’re a quaking, quivering mess?”

I laugh. “Brilliant. I’m sure I’ll feel brilliant.”

She points through the screen at me with a smirk. “Now that is false bravado, and you know it. You’ll be shitting yourself.”

I suck on some of my strawberry milkshake, fresh from my shopping trip earlier. I’ve stocked up on new shoes, and a couple of new bodices and… an O-ring collar. I want to be a sub crawling around on my knees.

Eb is right, of course. I’m not so much of an idiot that I don’t know I’ll be crapping myself as soon as a decent fantasy offering comes to life.

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