Suddenly Psychic by Maureen Caudill

Author:Maureen Caudill
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Hampton Roads Publishing

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Awakening the Dragon Within

As if recognizing that machines might indeed have souls wasn't bad enough, my experience at Lifeline also marked the beginning of another set of significant and very peculiar after-effects that made the weeks after that program far from fun. In addition to dealing with the fear and confusion arising from the Beagle soul retrieval, some serious physical and mental symptoms plagued me. Once I returned home from the program, for days—weeks even—massive levels of energy poured through my body literally 24 hours a day. I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't sit still. I felt like a quasar blasting enormous levels of energy out onto all the focus levels I could reach.

Friends all over North America were getting blasted at all hours of the day and night with energy outpourings I couldn't control and couldn't stop. I genuinely thought I was losing my mind. I was purely miserable. I half expected the Focus Level Police (if there were such an entity) to hand me a ticket with littering the focus levels with excess energy!

I experienced huge rushes of energy, as if large currents of electricity were flowing through my body. I had constant sensations of vibrations, tingling, and prickling feelings. When I tried to sleep or meditate, I almost literally couldn't sit still; in fact, my sleep pattern was so drastically impacted that I could barely sleep at all. I couldn't eat. I had trouble concentrating on anything, something highly unusual for me.

I seemed to be halfway into altered states of consciousness nearly all the time, and when I could concentrate well enough to go into a formal meditative state, I was regularly going deeper and farther than I'd ever done before. When I did manage to get into a meditative state, it was almost totally characterized by profound feelings of love, joy, almost a spiritual ecstasy. Furthermore, I had a profound sense of understanding myself as a spiritual being rather than a physical one. While that was highly meaningful and enriching to me personally, it also caused great confusion because it generated a huge disconnect between what I was experiencing internally and what, according to my senses, surrounded me on the external physical plane.

To add to my woes, I was experiencing a constant series of electronic mishaps. At the Lifeline workshop, I blew out my watch battery. On the weekend workshop I led starting the day after the Lifeline program finished, I went through three CD players in two days—all of which worked fine as soon as the program ended. Once I got home, I started having problems with my computers, both at work and home. The PC at work in particular seemed especially fond of going into blue-screen-of-death mode much more frequently than usual—as in, several times a day. The DVD/CD drive on my home computer started acting flaky. Both my cell phone and my answering machine at home screwed up repeatedly. The television started blinking on and off on random occasions. Several important

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