No Love by Chocolatebosschick

Author:Chocolatebosschick [Chocolatebosschick]
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Tags: Literature & Fiction, United States, African American, Urban, 90 Minutes (44-64 Pages), Genre Fiction
Amazon: B010W8LQOS
Publisher: 1shotpublications
Published: 2015-07-02T04:00:00+00:00

Chapter six

Shit got crazy in the next couple of weeks, all I thought about was this nigga Keem, we would see each other here and there but it was not consistent. I am not gonna lie, I missed this nigga like crazy but what could I really do? I am not going to front this shit was starting to affect my life, I barely wanted to eat or go to work because I was feeling depressed because he wasn’t really returning my calls and I couldn’t see him like I wanted to, but no matter how depressed I was feeling I always made time to talk to my home girl, so when Carlita called, I answered, “Crown, what’s been going with you? And why haven’t you call Ryan yet?”

“I don’t know, I am just really feeling this nigga Keem but things are not going how I expected, I really don’t know why I can’t just extract this nigga from my brain, this shit is crazy, like I know I should just enjoy the ride, but it’s like I just want more of him, and I just want that nigga when I want to see him, and not on his terms.”

“I feel you but sometimes things just don’t work that way, I think you need to give someone else a chance.”

“You know what you make a lot of sense, maybe I will.” But when I got off of the phone with her, I knew good and well that shit wasn’t happening. Other niggas just wasn’t sexy like Keem, and other niggas couldn’t fuck me like he could. I just really wanted him, shit in some crazy way; it felt like I needed this nigga. My body was just craving for this nigga’s cum, his kisses, his touch, and his feel. I whipped out my phone and I texted him. “Keem I miss you, can you please call me back?” I waited like thirty minutes, still no response. I texted him again. “Keem I really need to speak with you? Why are you ignoring me like this? You mean to tell me that you are that fucking busy that I can’t get one simple response?” I waited another thirty minutes and still nothing, so I texted him again. “You know what fuck you, I don’t know why I even wasted my time with you in the first place, at the end of the day, you ain’t shit anyway, I am done.”

I threw my phone on the bed and then he responded, I picked it up quickly and read, “Ok, bye.”

I can’t really explain what I felt at that exact moment but it was somewhere along the lines of sadness and worthlessness. I cried myself to sleep that night.

In the weeks that followed, I couldn’t even eat or nothing. I took a vacation from work and I basically stayed home watched T.V and starved myself. It wasn’t like I did it intentionally, I just lost my desire to eat and my body was

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