Nathaniel's Gift: A Submissive Series Holiday Novella by Tara Sue Me

Author:Tara Sue Me [Me, Tara Sue]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
Publisher: After Six Publishing
Published: 2020-11-16T16:00:00+00:00

8

Nathaniel

In my twenties, during the first few years of exploring my sexuality as a Dominant, I would often look at those around me who I dubbed as vanilla and wondered if they honestly enjoyed their sex life. Did they have any idea what they were missing? Sex was great, yes, but kinky sex? Fucking hell, nothing better.

As time went on, my experience and confidence as a Dom grew. By my early thirties, I had accepted that any sexual relationship I had would have BDSM element. I was fine with that, or so I told myself. Truth was, when I watched my vanilla counterparts, I couldn’t help asking myself why couldn’t I find contentment without the kink? Was there something more I was missing out on?

I was thirty-four when Abby came into my world, turned it upside down, ripped it to shreds, and put it back together so that anything made sense. She was my submissive match in the bedroom, yes, but it was more than that. With her, non-kinky sex became more than the vanilla experience I’d looked down upon years prior. Because with her, it was more than just sex.

Which is why I changed my plan mid-scene. I could have continued with my original plan and been fine. I mean, we both would have enjoyed ourselves. After it was over, I would have pulled her into my arms, we’d talk for a bit before drifting off to sleep, with her head on my chest and my fingers in her hair.

But when I saw her waiting for me, and then again when she stood to her feet and walked toward me with no hesitation in the complete darkness, a hot scene wasn’t what I wanted.

It took a few minutes to get her on the same page, but once she was, I lowered my head and kissed her softly.

Loving Abby was such a huge part of me. So much of myself was entwined with her, not only my life, but my very existence. I wasn’t sure we’d be able to function apart from the other. I knew I couldn’t. The kids were a big part of our lives at the moment, and they always would be, but we were both aware they would only be under our roof for a small period of time. When they grew up and left the house, it would be right back to the two of us.

“I’m glad you see things my way, Mrs. West,” I said to her when our lips parted.

“What can I say?” she asked in the teasing voice I loved so much. “You made a convincing argument.”

Perfect as it was to have her in my arm and on board with the alternative plan, it was too damn dark in the room to see her at all. It was my doing, so I could only blame myself when I had to push back and tell her I’d be back in a minute.

“If you’re longer than forty-five seconds, I can’t promise anything,” she said, and I laughed.

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