Love, Interrupted by Sadie Rose

Author:Sadie Rose [Rose, Sadie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Sadie Rose
Published: 2024-02-08T00:00:00+00:00

I lay in bed unable to sleep. I have to be up in five hours to head to the airport. I can’t stop replaying today over and over in my head. The last few months I’ve been able to quiet down the constant thoughts that would plague me but tonight I’m unable to overcome them but for a different reason. I get out of bed and boot up my computer, logging in to my online profile. When I see that I have a message I click on the box. I slap my hand across my mouth to keep the gasp from waking up everyone in the house. I have an online message from Brad for the first time in almost nine months.

With a shaking finger, I click on it to open and begin reading it.

Nikki, I’m so glad that I got to experience today with you. I didn’t tell you today in person and I don’t know why I didn’t but I like you. I still like you and have liked you all of these months that we haven’t spoken. I don’t know why I didn’t just come out and say all these things to you over the course of the school year but it just never felt like the right time. I had so much going on this year and I know it’s no excuse now when I look back on it but I didn’t know how to organize it all in a way I thought I could give my best self to everyone and everything.

I know that you moved on eventually and I understand why. That night in the bathroom at the frat house, I shouldn’t have just shut you out and not cleared the air. I was drunk and I couldn’t trust my thoughts or my mouth. I knew that if I started to talk to you about us that I’d end up telling you that I liked you and wanted to be with you and I knew that I also wasn’t ready to do that because I was so focused on school and trying to make a better life for myself down the road with getting into a law school. If I could go back I would. I would have kissed you on that balcony when you wanted me to be your boyfriend and I would have said that your options didn’t matter because I was the only one for you.

I failed in more ways than one. I didn’t get into law school, and I didn’t get to be with you. Those two things are my biggest regrets. I know you are leaving for your trip and I hope you have a great time. Hopefully, we will see each other again someday because to me you are the one that got away and I wish that I had caught you because I think I might be in love with you.

At some point, while reading his message I’ve started to cry. Now he tells me. I cry

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