Kailani & Bishop 3: A Case of the Exes by B. Love

Author:B. Love [Love, B.]
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Publisher: Ambiance Books
Published: 2015-12-17T05:00:00+00:00

Bishop

Son,

I know that this has been a long time coming. First, let me apologize for not being in your life. I’m sure your aunt has explained to you why I couldn’t be there so I’m not going to waste your time with an excuse. You deserve more than an excuse. You deserve a father and I wasn’t that. I apologize. I know you might not believe me, but your mother was my heart. I loved her deeper, harder, and faster than I’d loved any other woman in my life including my wife.

I was in a messed up situation and I chose my lie of a life over you and your mother. Whether you believe me or not, I’ve regretted that every day of my life. I didn’t value love back then. I didn’t value family. I didn’t even value my manhood. All I cared about was the lie that I’d been living here in Dallas. So, when my wife threatened to expose me, I did what I thought was best for me. I left your mother alone and I returned home.

When I found out that your mother died after giving birth to you, I was devastated. I couldn’t bear to look at myself in the mirror. That’s when my drug use heightened and I started buying it in bulk to sustain my habit. That eventually turned into selling it and, as they say, the rest is history. Now, my life will soon become history as I am dying from Lung Cancer and Cirrhosis. Funny how what I gave you up for is what is turning around and killing me. Poetic justice maybe?

I know you may be wondering why I reached out to you after all of these years. Honestly, I don’t know. I guess I just wanted to see you face to face before I died to see if I could see your mother in you. I needed to see if seeing you could bring me some sort of peace. I don’t know. Maybe, I wanted your forgiveness and a clear conscience. If I’m gone after you read this, know that I loved your mother and I loved you. It may not have looked like it, but I loved you two more than anyone else in this world. I loved you enough to shield you from the twisted life I was living. Now that it’s over, I guess I feel like it’s safe to invite you in.

Well, I love you, son. I’ve watched you from a distance and I’m proud of you for leaving the streets. Kailani is beautiful. Do right by her. Always put her first. Nothing is more important than family and love. Take that from someone who has lived his life without both.

Pops

I read the letter about six times before tossing it on the bed and rubbing my eyes deeply. Kai had to force my ass to read it and now that I had, the shit had me all in my feelings. She came and laid on top of me.

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