Heaven's Harlots: My Fifteen Years in a Sex Cult by Miriam Williams

Author:Miriam Williams [Williams, Miriam]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Biography & Autobiography, Women
ISBN: 9780688155049
Google: klaRQAAACAAJ
Amazon: 0688170129
Publisher: Eagle Brook
Published: 1998-01-14T16:00:00+00:00

Sacred Prostitution

By the summer of 1979, we had moved to Beausoleil, the French village that is literally attached to Monaco.

In our new home we had more room, a benefit since Peter and Sheila had been sending us sisters to try out as sacred prostitutes in Monte Carlo. One of them was Sheba, an icy beauty who had recently discovered her husband’s homosexuality. To everyone’s shock, Mo was tentatively condoning homosexual relationships now. Mo had always encouraged lesbian relationships, but he preferred men to be with women. A close relationship with a young man in his own home seemed to have sparked Mo’s enlightenment, which he detailed in a letter.

Although it was not clear if Mo actually engaged in homosexuality himself, he expanded his doctrine to state that anything done in love is not sin, which left the door open for homosexuals in our group to come out of the closet. Many of them were already married with children, as was the case with Sheba, who was surprised to discover that her husband loved men more than just spiritually.

Sheba was breathtakingly beautiful, but she was aloof and uncommunicative. She soon was transferred to another home, as the leaders decided we had a good team as it was—small, together, potent, and led by our faith that what we were doing was for love. In biblical terms, Breeze represented a Delilah-type seductress, hunting rich and powerful men to use for her own amusement and personal aggrandizement.

Sharon exemplified the ever-suffering Mother Mary, ready to sacrifice when chosen. I was the Mary Magdalene, symbolizing the tortured integration of rational thinking and irrational actions. I dissociated my mind and soul from my body as I performed earthly missions of providing sexual pleasures.

In our new home, I requested that the small study be turned into a room for Thor. In anticipation of entering school in the fall, Thor had come to live with me while Cal and Mara hunted for houses. I taught Thor schoolwork almost daily. He was well advanced in math and reading, but I wanted him to learn French. In all the Family homes at that time only English was spoken, and although Thor had lived in France since he was less than a year old, he still spoke almost no French. I had Thor tested at a local Catholic school, and he placed in the second grade, at only five years of age. When Cal had still not found a home by the time school started, I enrolled Thor in the Catholic school. This was not the norm in the Family, but there were no COG schools nearby.

Unfortunately, no one took into account that Thor could not speak French when they put him in second grade. Although he excelled in math class, he didn’t tell anyone that he couldn’t understand much else.

There were no French nationals in our home either, so when Cal and Mara found a home in Antibes, and they wanted Thor back, I complied. I reasoned that most of the

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