The Pisces by Melissa Broder

Author:Melissa Broder
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Crown/Archetype
Published: 2018-05-01T04:00:00+00:00

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I started to laugh. I couldn’t tell if I was coming, or if I had already come. But then the laughter subsided and I felt a darkness crawl over me—a cool darkness that was dead serious—and I realized that I had not come yet and was going to. His tongue was like a dog’s tongue—a little rough—so unlike my fingers or vibrator. It was like a magic carpet or something, in that I came and came and came. It was like the orgasm began, then stopped, then started a couple of times and I felt that I was able to control it, before I rode the carpet all the way up to where it crested and then exploded. I stayed in it longer than I had ever experienced. And just as I came I became aware of him again. I said his name out loud, I heard myself say it. But I also felt a connectedness between me and something bigger—beyond him—as though there were a split screen. He was on one side of the screen and the universe was on the other. I felt love for both of them.

I lay there on the rock and stared up at the sky, silent, for a long time. He kept his face in between my thighs and I hugged his head with my knees.

“Would you like me to come out of the water?” he asked.

“What?”

He took his head out from under my skirt, looked me in the eye, and smiled.

“I said, ‘Would you like me to come out of the water?’ ”

“So much,” I said. “More than anything. More than anything I would like you to come out of the water.”

“I’m scared,” he said.

He looked like a little boy when he said that, scrunching up his nose and squinting.

“Of what?” I laughed. “Are you scared of me? But you just had your face in my pussy.”

“I have some imperfections,” he said. “I have—something is wrong with my body. I’m afraid for you to see.”

“I think you’re beautiful,” I said. “You are a gorgeous creature. I would never judge you. Anything that could be different or weird about your body I would only see as even more special.”

“You can’t tell anyone,” he said. “About what you see.”

Now I wondered what it was that was wrong with him. Did he have a shrunken lower body? Was he missing a leg? Was it just a small dick?

“I don’t like people,” I said. “I have no friends. I have no one to tell.”

This was a lie. I would surely be telling Claire at some point about the pussy-eating in detail and, I figured, probably every inch of his body. As soon as she was better and ready to hear it. It would probably even cheer her up.

“Okay,” he said. “But if you don’t like it, there is nothing I can do about it. If you feel frightened by it—by me—I can only go back into the water and swim away. I won’t be able to see you again.

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