The Christmas Cupid: BWWM Interracial Romance (Holiday Happiness Book 3) by Roxy Wilson

Author:Roxy Wilson [Wilson, Roxy]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2014-12-28T16:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER SEVEN

While they both lay there, shock and pain coursed through Janay’s veins. She felt utterly ashamed of her own behavior. Fitz was at his most vulnerable now, given the fact that he’d barely escaped losing his mother. Naturally, he wasn’t thinking straight. She should’ve maintained control of the situation. How could she make love to him so wantonly? He was her best friend. Did she ruin the relationship they shared for so long?

Losing him would kill her.

She didn’t want that—ever.

So, how could they continue to be friends after making love? They’d crossed the line; friends don’t have sex with friends. It’s an absolute no-no. She would never consider having Fitz with benefits, even though they’d just had sex that still boggled her mind. Yes, she felt more than confused. On the one hand, she wanted to beg him to consider her as his girlfriend. For too long, she fought the attraction—but no longer could she deny her feelings for Fitz. They ran true and deep. On the other hand, he’d been thinking along the lines of settling down and he’d possibly found the person to do that with. Maria. He seemed to be genuinely interested in her. How could she come between them when she’d been the one who set them up?

And yet, this is exactly what she just did.

Shame and regret roiled inside her in equal measure. She hated to feel this way. Why, oh why, didn’t she put a stop to this before it got to this point? So massively stupid of her to put him in this difficult position. She sat up, gathered her clothes and hurried into her bedroom. When she came back, showered and dressed, he sat at the kitchen table.

“I’ve got to get to work.”

His expression looked incredulous. “You don’t have any gigs today. Remember?”

Damn it!

She forgot about that, but no way would she sit here talking about what just happened. He would tell her it’d been a mistake and that would just kill her. She couldn’t face his rejection. Not when she harbored such strong feelings for him. How could she have been silly enough to assume she would be happy being just his friend?

She loved him.

She couldn’t admit it to him, though. He would brush her feelings aside. This was probably nothing more than sex for him, but for her, it’d been the culmination of all her emotions. It would be better to get out before she lost whatever little sense she still possessed and blurted out her love for him. She needed to get away before she made this worse. “I just remembered that I’ve some urgent work in the office.”

“We should sit and talk…”

She didn’t quite look at him as she picked up her purse and keys. “Some other time, Fitz. I really have to go. Would you please let yourself out and close the door? It will lock automatically.”

He stood, looking flabbergasted. “But…”

She rushed out before he could stop her. Swiftly, she took the stairs and strode down. Of course, she didn’t have to report to work today.

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