90 Minutes in Heaven: A True Story of Death & Life by Don Piper

Author:Don Piper
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Tags: Body, BIO018000, Death, Eschatology, Religion, Near-Death Experience, Biography & Autobiography, Christian Life, Bereavement, General, Grief, Family & Relationships, Near-Death Experiences, Heaven, Parapsychology, Future life, Religious Aspects, Mind & Spirit, Christianity, Religious, Christian Theology
ISBN: 9780800759490
Publisher: Revell
Published: 2004-09-01T00:08:05+00:00

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So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and in his good time he will honor you. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about what happens to you.

1 PETER 5:6–7

Some people who have known me for a long time see me as some kind of courageous figure. I certainly haven’t seen myself that way—not for an instant—because I know too much about the real me. I also know how little I did to get through my ordeal.

Despite my own perceptions, friends and church members say they received encouragement by watching me as I progressed from a totally helpless state and gradually moved toward a fairly normal lifestyle. A number of individuals have said to me in the midst of their own difficult times, “If you could go through all you endured, I can go through this.”

I’m glad they’ve been heartened by my example, but I’ve had a great deal of difficulty accepting myself as a source of inspiration and courage. I don’t know how to cope with their admiration and praise, because I didn’t do anything. I wanted to die. How uplifting can that be?

When people tell me how inspiring I’ve been, I don’t argue with them, of course, but I remember only too well the time David Gentiles told me that he and others would pray me back to health. I lived because others wouldn’t let me die. Those praying friends are the ones who deserve the admiration.

Most of the time when people have that if-you-can-do-it attitude, I nod, acknowledge what they’re saying, and add, “I’m just doing the best I can.” And really, that’s all I did during the worst days. Sometimes “the best I can” was nothing but to endure. Even when I struggled with depression, it was still the best I could do. Maybe that’s what God honors. I don’t know.

By nature, I’m a determined individual, which I admit can sometimes be a first cousin to stubbornness. Yet many times I felt terribly alone and was convinced that no one else understood. And I still think that’s true. When our pain becomes intense and endures for weeks without relief, no one else really knows. I’m not sure it’s worthwhile for them to know what it’s like.

They care. That’s what I think is important.

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