Viper (Angel’s Rebellion MC: #1) (Angel's Rebellion MC) by Jeneveir Evans

Author:Jeneveir Evans [Evans, Jeneveir]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: JenEvansPublishing LLC
Published: 2020-08-20T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 11

A good woman comes in all shapes and colors. When you find her, adore her.

~Delano Johnson~

Jennie

June 1997

The racing of my brain wouldn't let me sleep. I could hear the soft snores of Mia and the deeper breathing of Viper letting me know that at least someone was getting some rest. Yesterday had felt like it lasted for years. I'm not exactly sure what caused my meltdown after we arrived, maybe it was the thought that Viper had to try to find somewhere safe to move our family, I didn't know for sure. But when I saw those trees planted in the backyard, thoughts of all I had cost Viper and Mia started flying through my mind. I had stolen from them the right to have a normal life. They never really had the chance to be a husband and wife without me being in their lives.

I wrapped my arms around myself as I got up and went to look out at the trees. I was too restless to stay in bed and I didn't want to wake up Viper or Mia. I'd caused enough disruption today.

I've felt selfish for so long, because it's like I'm all they've lived for. And truthfully even though I know they love me, up until earlier today, I'd still always thought I was a little on the outside looking in. My love for Mia has never changed over the years, she has always been my best friend and I truly know the depths of her friendship and love for me. I'm not sure if there's another woman on this earth who could love another woman enough to share her husband for life. She humbles me. I'm not sure if I would have been strong enough to do that. I need to tell her how much I love her and what her sacrifice means to me.

I leaned my head against the window and rubbed my hands up and down my arms as I recalled Viper's words today. Inside, I've always been this little girl who has always craved love and acceptance. I know the reason behind these feelings; it doesn't matter that I'm a thirty-nine-year-old woman, because sometimes the little girl still inside me has insecurities, wants, and needs that win out. While I've always had Mia's love, I have selfishly always wanted more. I wanted a man to love me the way Viper does Mia. Hell, that's not completely truthful, I've wanted Viper to love me that way. And when he told me how he felt today, it was like an open wound closed over and healed.

When he said that he was in love with me, I think I went into shock. Oh, I knew he loved me, but I've always thought it was more the type of love for a good friend. He's never made me feel like I'm not as important as Mia. He's always treated me the same as he does her, but I'd thought that was simply because of the type of man he is, loving, caring, selfless.

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