Shadows of Earth (Men of Passion , #1) by Ugochukwu Kingsley Ani

Author:Ugochukwu Kingsley Ani
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: GLBTT, GLBT gay romance
Publisher: Adrian Banks
Published: 2015-12-05T05:00:00+00:00

REMINISCENCE

There have been times when I had had to tell those around me that the Lord we all worship is a very partial God indeed, for if He wasn’t, then why should one person get the shorter, harsher end of the stick while the other one gets all the good things that the world has to offer? The words said by one of the guys I had roomed with during the time of my studies at the Nigerian Law School in Victoria Island, Lagos, about sums it up.

‘God is the highest creator of an equitable mortgage. He can never give you all in life; you must be deficient somewhere or the other.’

And where do I even start when I want to rant about the things that I feel are not as they are supposed to be? Do I start with the fact that all the other guys I had known, all the guys I knew, and even those that I was about to know are all straight or at least pretend to be? When do I have to learn how to stop thinking about the cute little ass I saw on some hot guy on the street and learn to focus instead on the females?

It can be very frustrating at times, to look at the very guy I consider to be one of those that I loved as my best friend without having to think about what his penis would feel like in my mouth? About how big and musky the thing would be as I sucked on it, bringing him to the greatest height of pleasure imaginable. Sometimes this thought would flit lazily through the thought engine of my condemned mind and I would even find myself thinking that it would really be great to have a so-called straight guy fall for whatever charms I possess.

It is a burden, this being gay of a thing, and the problem is that there is nobody you can easily think of sharing this with, especially when you know that there is always the possibility that the person you may wish to share with has nothing to offer to your gay little mind_ I know that many persons are as trapped in this as I am, and there may be no escape.

That I identify with the gay world there is no doubt in my mind at all, and the reason for this is because I had been made to look into my own mind for as long as I can remember and to be able to say that this is this and that is that. So, what was there for me not to say that I was a homo when I was always getting erections and casting what I call my moon eyes on whatever guy I tended to find attractive at any given point in time. And there have been many of them, these guys, and the truth of the matter is that if these same guys had taken the time or

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