Shadows Amongst Light (The Spy Who Loves Me) by Eason Mary

Author:Eason, Mary [Eason, Mary]
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Publisher: True Romance
Published: 2013-02-13T04:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER NINE

With the approaching isolation of winter in the mountains, I found that my loneliness only grew. I was sad and restless, missing Davis and torn between what I thought I felt for him and what I knew I did for Noah.

I hadn’t heard a single word from Noah in the months since I left Washington. He never answered my email. In my heart I knew that Noah was alive so why was I still pining away over him? Any other woman would have written him off completely, but I just couldn’t let go.

I started to prepare for the long winter ahead, which I was told by the locals, was expected to be a record setter this year. I stocked up on food and chopped wood for the fireplace and stove while spending my days responding to questions received through my website.

My body was changing with the new life inside. Physically I had more energy than ever before with each passing day. I felt alive for the first time. But even as my energy level increased my outlook remained blue.

My new doctor told me that all of the things I was feeling was normal and to be expected. But still I wondered how many patients he had seen with my past?

After Noah’s departure from my life, my first instinct told me I should do what was best for my child and give the child up for adoption. But some emotion deep inside of me wouldn’t let me give up my last real part of Noah in my life. I still didn’t understand how he could simply walk away from me the way that he had but I was having his baby. I’d have apart of him with me no matter if I never saw him again.

And there were lots of single woman who had raised children on their own? I was strong after all. I could protect my child when my past came back for me some day as I knew it would. I hadn’t made a clean break. There were no clean breaks from The Organization.

Davis had told me that he was there to protect me from danger but Davis was gone.

After much soul searching I decided come what may I couldn’t give up our baby no matter what. Instinctively I knew the baby would be a boy. I begin planning for my son’s arrival.

For a little while I was content to simply watch the child growing inside of me and wait for some direction as to what our future would be and where we both fit into this world.

Winter in the Rockies can seem endless at times. The long days of snowfall, without any outside contact from the world beyond were starting to effect its toll on my spirits. I was depressed and longing for my old life.

I was desperate to talk to Noah one more time and it was then that I found myself reaching out to him again even though it might prove to be my worse mistake ever.

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