Nineteen Claws and a Black Bird by Agustina Bazterrica
Author:Agustina Bazterrica
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Scribner
Published: 2023-06-20T00:00:00+00:00
THE DEAD
ââFor Pilar Bazterricaââ
All dead people go to the moon. When a body stiffens and gets cold itâs because it knows that itâs slowly going to turn into steam, like when water is really hot and lots of white steam rises to the ceiling. First itâs the dead personâs finger, then another finger, then their arm, and their head, until their whole body is trapped in some pit on the moon.
Mamá never explained about the dust in the drawer. But I know what it is. Once I went to Uncle Albertoâs house and I ate Aunt Cameliaâs dust. Uncle Alberto kept it in a box that my papá said is called an urn. It tasted bad and left a stain. Uncle Alberto told me not to touch the urn, but I didnât care and I ate the dust in secret. Father Benito told me, and I believe him because heâs a priest and priests are good and donât lie, that weâre condemned to dust for our sins. He told me that being condemned is like going straight to hell. I think dust is the soulâs filth, thatâs why coffins go under the earth, so the sins donât hurt anybody.
Mamá is on the moon and I miss her. She calls me and says, I want you to come here because the dead scare me. She tells me that theyâre all looking at something. Some of them look around, but itâs like they donât see anything, like their eyes are full of nothing, but others look angry, so angry that Mamá cries and calls me. I miss her. I want to turn into steam, but Iâm not dead. Mamáâs voice is so pretty. Sometimes she sings to me.
Yesterday I decided I was going to go to the moon. Iâd cut off one of my fingers and bury it in the garden. Then Iâd cut off another one, and then my hand, my arm, my head, until my whole body was trapped in a pit on the moon and I could be with Mamá.
Papá hit me. He was looking for the knife to cut the meat and he found it in my room. Whatâs this doing here? he said. I told him Mamá was yelling and that I had to go to the moon to be with her, but he hit me on my mouth. Shut up, you brat, what are you saying? He left and locked me in my room. Papá is bad. He hit me.
Now heâs watching TV. He turned it on loud, so loud that the words get into my body. They want to cut my veins. Theyâre bad like Papá. Heâs like a big black word that watches you. Heâs bad and he scares me. He for sure ate Aunt Cameliaâs dust and thatâs why he hit me. He for sure had some in secret and thatâs why heâs so bad now.
Itâs strange that I havenât cut my body up. I havenât even cut my head off. Itâs because Uncle Alberto and Papá have been home.
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