My Two Mates: A Paranormal Menage Romance (Double Desert Shifters Book 6) by Mia Wolf

Author:Mia Wolf [Wolf, Mia]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-07-15T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 11 – Jace

I couldn’t stand the tension in the apartment anymore. I didn’t like to talk about things, but this was going to be one of those things that absolutely needed to be talked about. The more I thought about it as I sat on the couch, staring at the television playing game shows, unable to even focus on it, I couldn’t stop thinking about walking into my room and seeing Sloane with her bag.

She was leaving.

She had wanted to leave.

She had wanted to leave us.

I knew it as soon as I saw what she was doing, and it felt like I got rammed by a train at full speed. I stayed back to watch and see if maybe I was wrong. I watched her feel her laundry, consider if it was dry enough. I spoke up before she started to get changed. I didn’t want to be the creep to hang out and watch a girl get undressed without her knowing I was there.

Everything in me screamed that I couldn’t let her go. I didn’t want to be without her. It was so strange with someone that I just met, having this feeling of attachment and need, but it was there. It felt almost the same as when I told Tyler on Friday that I wanted to sell the business and wanted him to come with me. I don’t think he fully appreciated how much I didn’t want to be separated from him.

I was glad that I got her to stay, but I didn’t want to make her feel trapped. I knew that feeling too well, and I didn’t want to impose it on anyone else. That kind of urge to get away could be suffocating. Then why did I beg her to stay?

It’s not like I asked her to stay forever, I reminded myself. I just asked her to stay for a little while longer.

To what end? What did I expect to change in that amount of time? What did I expect to do to make her change her mind? Could I do anything to make her change her mind? I wondered if I was just drawing things out and making them harder when the time did come for her to go.

And what was my attachment to her, anyway? She was great, and I liked her a lot, but I had let girls go that I liked a lot in the past. Why did the idea of Sloane going feel so torturous?

I felt like Sloane was some new high that I’d encountered, like the rush I used to get from traveling, and I was trying to inhale her as much as I could for as long as I could before she went on her way.

Maybe that was why I liked her so much. She was the embodiment of what I wanted to experience. I wanted to travel and be free, and that was exactly what she was, or at least, that’s what I thought she was. From the stories she told and the way she spoke, she felt pretty free.

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