Midlife Crisis by Audra North

Author:Audra North [North, Audra]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Riptide Publishing
Published: 2017-08-13T16:00:00+00:00

Dave crawled up onto the couch after Cam finally stopped shuddering and pulled over them a light throw that had been folded in a basket near the coffee table. They were lying facing one another on the seat cushions, feet tangled together as they lazed. Dave smelled faintly of soap and sweat, and Cam dipped his head to the curve of Dave’s neck, inhaling deeply.

There was something so intimate about knowing the scent of another person. Cam could feel it feeding a latent arousal that had everything to do with this particular man.

Dave stretched and made a contented sound. “Well, hell, Cam. That was . . . wow. Amazing.”

His words came out on a drawl, and Cam laughed. “You almost sound like me.”

Dave chuckled, and a second later Cam caught up to what Dave had actually said.

“Was it really good?”

He immediately wanted to smack himself in the face for letting his insecurity come out like that. And, at the same time, he argued with himself that he was old enough to both be honest and to demand honest answers to things he genuinely wanted to know.

Dave pulled Cam close and rumbled, “Really. That was intense. I don’t think I’ve ever experienced something quite that arousing.”

Cam was taken aback by Dave’s statement, wanting to believe it but strongly doubting it. “But you have so much more experience.” He snorted. “You have experience, period.”

Dave laughed. “Experience isn’t always meaningful.”

Cam didn’t push him to explain. He wasn’t even sure he wanted to know the details. He was curious, but experience, no matter what Dave said, was still intimidating.

Luckily, Dave continued. “You probably saw it at Ce-lo, right? How those guys are only after one thing. It’s meaningless. When you’re in that club, though, it feels like it’s important because everyone is treating anonymous sex as something valuable—it’s the end goal of every man in there.”

Cam coughed, and Dave laughed and added, “Okay, maybe not every man.” He grinned at Cam, who couldn’t resist giving him a hard, quick kiss of joy.

Dave shifted, bending his elbow to prop his head up on his hand, and his face grew somewhat serious. “Places like Ce-lo and the guys who go there, that’s only a fraction of real life. I mean, for me personally, I was a huge nerd in high school. The only reason I came out so early is because I barely socialized anyway, and the few friends I had cared more about working on their computers than my sexuality. It was a nonissue almost from the start.”

“I’d like to believe it,” Cam whispered. “But I’m not sure what’s normal and what’s not. The conversations I had with friends back when we were teenagers and what I see on TV are the only reference points I have about modern sex. And when it comes to relationships—”

Neither man needed to hear any more. Cam knew it, but couldn’t seem to stop himself until Dave rolled forward a bit and nipped at Cam’s shoulder, a bite bordering on painful.

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