Leo (The Zodiac Queen Book 5) by Gemma James
Author:Gemma James [James, Gemma]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-08-28T16:00:00+00:00
Chapter Nine
Gone is the easy banter. The sexy grins. No more carefree fun as the wind blows my hair into a whirl. The top is up during the car ride back to the tower, and so is Sebastianâs guard. The first half of the hour-long drive passes in silence, but the air between us grows tense with things left unsaid.
Iâm sick with knowing I hurt him, my actions back at the cottage destroying the last twenty-four hours we spent together. He put his heart on the line, went above and beyond to make up for his past behavior. Finally, after all of these months, he opened up and let me see the vulnerable man hiding behind the angry sentinel.
âIâm sorry,â I say, throat constricted with fear.
âFor what?â
âFor hurting you.â
He doesnât answer, and the ball of dread in my gut grows denser. âDonât shut me out again,â I plead.
He grips the steering wheel. âIâm not shutting you out.â
âYouâre not talking to me, either.â
âWhat do you want me to say? Youâre still conflicted. I get it.â
âYou donât.â With each mile that passes under us, he slips away a little further. âYesterday was the most amazing day of my life, Sebastian. I justâ¦I never wanted to hurt anyone.â
âSomeone needs to get hurt.â He glances at me for three full seconds, the car holding steady on the road as the progress we made yesterday crashes and explodes. âIf itâs me, then itâs me, but I wonât touch you again until you figure it out.â He returns his attention to the highway, jaw hardening with anger.
My own flame of fury ignites. âSo itâs okay for you to fuck Lilith without guarantees, but you wonât lay a finger on me until I figure it out? How is that fair?â
Abruptly, he pulls onto the shoulder and kills the engine. His blue eyes narrow with turbulence, condemnation pinning me to the seat. âDonât talk to me about fair. Youâve wanted Castle from the minute you got here. I know you didnât object when he put his hands on you.â
âItâs not the same thing!â I glare at him, despising him for putting me on the defensive. âI havenât slept with Liam, but you had your dick in her.â
âDonât play the innocent, scorned little girl. The chancellor did everything but stick his goddamn dick in you.â
I open my mouth to argue, but I canât.
Sebastianâs lips curve into a cruel smile. âYou have no room to talk, because from where Iâm sitting, youâre caught between twelve men.â
âThatâs not my fault.â
He leans toward me, eating up the inches of space between us. âIt doesnât change the fact that after I marry you, a monthly romp in a bed that isnât mine will take you away from me. Like fucking clockwork, Novalee.â
âAgain,â I say through gritted teeth. âNot. My. Fault.â
âWho do you think gets you first after I take your virginity?â
Liam.
His name blares between us, unspoken but no less real.
âItâs all over your face. You canât wait to spread your legs for him, but getting him means accepting the rest of them.
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