KAGE

Author:Maris Black [Black, Maris]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Maris Black Books
Published: 2015-05-24T23:00:00+00:00

11

WEDNESDAY night found me in my room brooding. I was feeling increasingly confident in my professional abilities, but not so confident in my social skills.

For one thing, Kage had been distant to me all day. I had a feeling it was because I had run out on his invitation to hang out after dinner the night before. It had definitely come off as rude. I knew that. But everything was getting too confusing for me, and I’d had to get away from him.

It hadn’t helped much that I’d gone straight to my room and fantasized about him, but he didn’t know that part. All he knew is that I said no.

Practice had been intense, like he was driving himself— and me in the process— even harder than usual. He’d barely spoken to me except to order me around. Hell, even Marco had noticed the difference in Kage’s demeanor, and he kept giving me dirty looks like it was my fault.

I suppose it was.

After practice, he had slammed out of the gym without a word. Then Marco had followed suit, leaving me standing by myself in a place I barely belonged.

So now here I was. Another night with just me, the hand, and acres of free porn choices on the internet. I climbed out of the shower, dried off, and padded naked to the bed, where I already had my laptop setup and ready to go.

I knew the fact that I had showered and planned a night of porn was problematic. Next, I’d be having one of those inflatable dolls over for dinner in my kitchenette. But I’d worry about that after I came and was wallowing in post-wank shame. Right now, I had a hot date with the internet.

I pulled up my favorite free site and scrolled through all of the categories: Big Boobs, Facials, Blow Jobs, Hand Jobs, Water Sports, BDSM, Blondes, Brunettes, Redheads…

Of course, nothing seemed like it was going to hit the spot. It never did. The problem was, I had an itch that none of the videos on this particular site were going to scratch. I knew why, because it had been a long time coming, but that didn’t make it any easier to accept.

There had been plenty of warning signs, plenty of vague urges tamped down with a swift efficiency that only the human mind had the power to pull off. We humans were masters of hiding from ourselves when we wanted to, carefully skirting those darker places in the corners of our imagination, chuckling to ourselves as we passed safely by. Closing our eyes and pulling the covers up over our heads, thinking No way, buddy. There’s no monster in my closet.

But there was a monster in my closet. It had been okay as long as I could keep my head down and skirt those dark places, dodge those close bullets, go over to my girlfriend’s place and fuck the ugly thoughts away. But the last few weeks had been different, because now the monster was right smack dab in my face.

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