How to Be Love(d) by Humble the Poet
Author:Humble the Poet [Humble the Poet]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Hay House
Published: 2022-10-11T00:00:00+00:00
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LOVE IS SHOWING YOUR TEETH
As a student teacher, I remember sitting in the vice principalâs office. I had been working in the school for six months at this point, and my only goal was to get noticed so I could land a job, or at least a letter of reference. The vice principal had agreed to see me, and the point of the conversation was to gain insight about what I should do after I graduated, but also to get on his good side in case any jobs opened up at the school.
As I sat quietly, he explained to me the challenges of being a teacher, the fact that itâs the only white-collar job where people can come to your work and yell at you, referring to the parents. He talked about the uphill battle of trying to educate in a world where politicians decided funding and policy.
I nodded and smiled. I wasnât too versed in politics back then, and my only real goal was to stay on his good side, and maybe say something that would make me stand out among the other student teachers at the school.
Then he said, âAnd now theyâre trying to make us teach the kids that itâs okay to be homosexual, and that marriage can happen between two men. Well, not at my school!â
I was caught off-guard by his prehistoric comment, but I continued to nod and smile, while inside I felt like a part of my soul was coming loose.
When I got home, I felt like shit, a fraud, and I resented both that vice principal and myself.
That wasnât the only time I let something like that happen. If anything, that moment highlighted how often I chose being liked over being myself.
Iâve shrugged off racist comments, laughed at sexist jokes, and allowed myself to be the butt of jokes, all so I could be accepted, and I know Iâm not the only one.
Weâre all guilty of compromising parts of ourselves so others will like and accept us. Thereâs a part of us that wants to stand up for us, but weâre afraid itâs impolite and unlikeable, and weâre right, it is, but that doesnât make it any less important.
Sometimes we think being harmless and not rocking the boat is what makes us a good person, but really that leads to more of these unpleasant situations, and when we donât handle them the way we should, resentment grows. That resentment feeds an ugliness within us and further closes any flows of love we have in our life.
We can always go home and rehearse what we should have saidâa tactful way to ensure weâre not used as a doormat or choose to be liked over being ourselves. But at the moment weâre caught off-guard and since we only think about it after the fact, weâll continually be caught off-guard.
Bullying is when others impose their power upon you, and thatâs exactly what these situations are. We allow ourselves to be pushovers in the name of being accepted, not realizing that weâre only accepted as a pushover.
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