Fated by Liza James

Author:Liza James [James, Liza]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-03-24T05:00:00+00:00

I told Sam to leave. I had to. Things are getting far too complicated and hostile between Luna and I. Even I know when things are becoming too destructive for her to continue being a pawn in my fucked-up game.

She cried, she yelled, she even hit me. Because despite the countless times I told her I didn’t want any sort of relationship, she had grown attached. She lived here for a fucking week, one week. It was clearly the right move to kick her out, because things were about to get a whole lot worse.

We have been training the girls over the last few days without explaining to Stella the reason why. We chalked it up to self-defense lessons but were now going to tell Stella the truth and Luna was losing her mind over it. Nathanial and I told her we’d be there, well Nathanial said he would, and with Nathanial always came Camden. And there was no way in hell I was letting Camden be the one to partner with my brother to tell Stella the truth. He had already spoiled that shit for Luna, stepping up and taking my place. I wasn’t letting him take this.

Speaking of taking, Luna had basically stolen every ounce of the hold I had over her after the little stunt she pulled in the kitchen. I left the bathroom feeling like shit, but also feeling like I had finally made my point clear. What else did I have to fucking do to her? She was killing me by forcing me to destroy her.

But no, she won that fucking round. Catching me off guard in all her naked, sexual glory. The literal Goddess of my dreams, every single thing I could ever want, dangled directly in front of me while I was forced into rejecting her.

How had I had the strength to do that? I reminded myself of Amelia. I thought of Amelia breaking our bond seven years ago. I remembered the way I loved her before everything had gone to shit.

I thought about us fucking, Amelia and me. I thought about her naked body in front of my eyes. It was so fucked up, and I wanted to throw up everything in my stomach. I hated the reminder, hated the fact that had even been me at one point in my life.

But it was the single, only way I could find the strength to push Luna away. I was damaged. I was wrong for her. I had given myself to something so vile in the past, to someone so disgustingly evil, that I could never be whole enough for her. I wasn’t the same man I was back then, when I first fell. I would never be him again and who I was now, wasn’t good enough for her.

“So, spit it out, whatever the hell it is. I can tell you all are tense as shit and it’s freaking me out.” Stella’s spitfire voice broke through my thoughts and I brought my attention back to the room in front of me.

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