Dirty by Rain Carrington

Author:Rain Carrington
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: MM, Gay, Crime, anti-hero, LGBT, romance
Publisher: Rain Carrington
Published: 2021-08-16T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 10

It was a long day at work, and when it came to busting a small-time corner dealer, he got a little rough, but Glen covered for him. He didn’t feel badly about it, the guy was dealing near a high school. Still, it wasn’t good.

Once he got back to the apartment, the same quiet came roaring from the living room as Jimmy gazed over at him from the couch. He sat next to him and asked, “Did you think we did something last night? That I took advantage? I didn’t, Jimmy. All we did was sleep.”

“I figured that out the second I saw you with pants on. I should thank you for getting me out of there before anything happened that I couldn’t take back. That guy...he knew I was high.”

“I know. I’m pretty sure he was lying about someone else handing you the cup with the drug.”

“No, it was a different guy, but they knew each other. I’m pretty sure he knew what he was doing. So, again, thanks for saving me.”

His frustration level was maxing out, and he wanted to shake Jimmy. “Did I do something wrong?”

Jimmy sighed, “No. Just...waking up. You there, me there...”

“Instead of talking to me about it, you give me the silent treatment? This morning I ate five fucking biscuits after getting full off two, just waiting for you to speak to me. The only words that came out of your fucking mouth were to ask if they were okay. That’s it!”

“What did you want to hear? Exactly what do you want from me, Cliff?”

Cliff stopped, his breathing stopped, his mind came screeching to a halt as he searched it for the answer to Jimmy’s question. What did he want from Jimmy? What did he want at all? There was only one answer that came to him, but he couldn’t bring himself to think it, let alone say it.

“See? I can see it in your face. You want me, sure, but you only want me to want you. You want me to beg to be in your life, and since I won’t do that, you don’t know what to do with yourself. I’m nothing to you, Cliff, and you damn sure are nothing to me.” Jimmy got up and ran for the bathroom, the sound of the door slamming echoing all through the place.

In a rush of anger, sorrow, and the hollowing of his soul, the one thing he hadn’t thought he had, he heard it and took off in a run as well. He left and drove straight to the bar, finding Kevin cleaning off some tables in the back room. “Come with me. Out of here, please.”

Standing straight, Kevin looked him over and mocked, “Please? You sick?”

“Yeah. I’m fucking sick. Leave here with me, right now. I’ll bust your boss and throw him in jail for a year if he doesn’t let you go.”

“I’m off now anyway. You never want to leave here with me. Are you okay?”

Cliff grabbed the cloth

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