Deacon: A curvy woman alpha man SWAT instalove romance (Alpha Knights Book 3) by Tamrin Banks

Author:Tamrin Banks [Banks, Tamrin]
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Published: 2021-04-01T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Four

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Miranda:

Frustrated is not the word for what I feel right now. I’m staring at my computer screen which is what I’ve been doing all day. Hours of work and all I’ve got to show for it is a blinking line laughing at me.

I can’t think of anything but Deacon. My stomach is tied up in knots and my whole body aches with desire and need. All of which is directed at him.

We’ve been “dating” for weeks now and to say it’s almost torture is an understatement. I’ve written about need and desire but I’ve never suffered the stings of it. Every day he’s not working he picks me up and takes me for a ride. Someplace new each time. He says I need to experience more. All I want to experience is him. Under me, over me, behind me, in me. Any way he wants me.

And that scares the hell out of me but it’s getting to the point that I can’t keep pushing it down. I can’t separate myself from my feelings anymore.

The big, scary cop is so gentle and sweet that it’s almost too much to wrap my head around. A massive contradiction as it were. But when I look into his golden-brown eyes I can see the banked desire building in him. When I’m wrapped around him on the bike I can hear him groan into the wind. Whenever I shift against him, his muscles tense until he makes himself relax.

Both of us are suffering from his restraint. Physically if not emotionally.

I close my computer, sighing, running my hands through my hair in frustration. I need him so bad. I could grab my toy and go work on some frustration on my own but I’ve already tried and the release doesn’t give me what I need. I need him.

I stand and move to the kitchen, pulling down a mug for coffee. While it runs, I consider my next move.

I can’t actually take it anymore and I want him. Not to mention being so distracted is killing my writing.

But the thought of actually seducing a man is daunting for a woman with no experience. I have no idea what to do.

There’s only one woman I know who I trust to help me.

I pull out my phone and call Amy. “Hey, Amy. You busy?”

“Nope. I’m off today. Took a personal day for a doctor’s appointment and I’m already done so I’m free for the rest of the day.”

“I’d like to ask you some…well, some rather personal questions and I don’t know where exactly to start.”

“You got any coffee?”

“Yeah. I’m just running a fresh pot.”

“Good. I’m on my way over.”

“Wait…” and all I get is dial tone. Shit! That isn’t what I wanted at all. I could barely get something like that out over the phone. There’s no way I’ll be able to ask her face to face.

I barely get time to settle my heart rate before someone’s knocking at the door.

“Hang on!” I yell, desperately wishing I’d had some alcohol.

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