Courtney #01 - When the Lion Feeds by Wilbur Smith

Author:Wilbur Smith [Smith, Wilbur]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Adventure, History, Action, Fiction, Historical, Action & Adventure, Africa, South, Republic of South Africa
ISBN: 9780330505765
Publisher: Pan Macmillan
Published: 1978-01-02T00:00:00+00:00

Anger and pity mixed together in Sean like charcoal and saltpetre; his fingers tightened hard on her shoulders, digging into the flesh until they met bone. Yes, hurt me. That way I’ll forget for a while. Take me to the bed and hurt me, Sean, hurt me deep. Sean caught his breath.

You don’t know what you’re saying, that’s crazy talk. It’s what I want, to forget for a little. Please, Sean, please. I can’t do that, Candy, Duff’s my friend. He’s finished with me and I with him. I’m your friend too. Oh, God, I’m so alone. Don’t you leave me too. Help me, Sean, please help me. Sean felt his anger slide down from his chest and flare up, cobra-headed, from his thighs. She felt it also. Yes, oh please, yes. He picked her up and carried her to the bed. He stood over her while he tore off his gown. She moved on the bed shedding her clothing and spreading herself to meet him, to take him in and let him fill the emptiness. He covered her quickly bayoneting through the soft veil and into the warmth of her body. There was no desire in it, it was cruel and hard drawn out to the frontiers of endurance. For him an expression of anger and pity; for her an act of renunciation. Once was not enough. Again and yet again he took her, until there were brown smudges on the bedclothes from his bleeding back, until her body ached and they lay entwined, wet and tired from the fury of it.

In the quiescence of after-passion Sean spoke softly. It didn’t help, did it? Yes, it did. Physical exhaustion had weakened the barriers that held back her grief. Still holding onto him, she started to cry.

A street lamp outside the room threw a silver square of light on the ceiling. Sean laid on his back and watched it, listening to Candy’s sobs. He recognized the moment they reached their climax and followed their decline into silence. They slept then and later before the day woke together as if by arrangement. You are the only one who can help him now Candy said.

Help him do what? asked Sean. Find what he is looking for. Peace, himself, whatever you want to call it. He’s lost, you know, Sean. He’s lost and lonely, almost as lonely as I am. I could have helped him, I’m sure I could. Duff lost? Sean asked cynically. You must be mad! Don’t be so blind, Sean, don’t be misled by the big talk and the grand manner.

Look at the other things. Like what? asked Sean.

She didn’t answer for a while. He hated his father, you know. I guessed as much from the little he told me The way he revolts at any discipline. His attitude to Hradsky, to women, to life. Think about it, Sean, and then tell me if he acts like a happy man. Hradsky did him a disservice once, he just doesn’t like him, Sean defended Duff.

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