Cameos & Crises Book 4: A Loving Hotwife Story by Johnson Peter G

Author:Johnson, Peter G [Johnson, Peter G]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-02-25T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 17

Saturday 15 th December 2018.

I raised my hand in self-defense. Self-defense against the light that was hurting my retinas as I slowly came round.

One P.M.

Unheard of for me. Sleeping in so late.

That’s what half a bottle of malt will do for you.

Slowly, ever so slowly the memories from the previous night came seeping back into my consciousness.

The shock of seeing Ralph.

The realization of what had already happened. Happened and been hidden.

The game playing – Emily not knowing I was watching, the guys all knowing that I was watching. Watching and listening to everything they did to Emily, to everything they teased and twisted her into saying.

The sexual games they played. The psychological games they played with the drugs, with the drugs and the rings and all the talk of Sarah.

When it had all seeped back, a mental feeling of sickness joined the physical nausea swirling in my empty stomach. The two combining to hold me in check, to mean it was a further twenty minutes before I could summon the mental strength to make my limbs move.

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Food and strong black coffee helped restore some small slither of sanity. Made me realize that however bad I might be feeling, all wasn’t lost.

Whatever I’d seen, whatever I’d heard, you don’t lose a wife’s love in a single night. Even if that single night had shown me a new side to the woman I love, all of those memories, all of those foundations are still there.

It’s like having a beloved family home with a new extension added. You can’t deny that extension exists – but nor should you be so foolish as to forget the existence of the larger, more substantial building onto which the extension has been added.

This thought, this reality cheered me up – even as I sat there looking out of the window, wondering when Emily might return.

I sat there using coffee and food as comfort blankets. I couldn’t make up my mind whether Emily’s continued absence was a good thing or a bad thing.

Emotionally, it certainly hurt like hell. Not having the reassurance of her physical presence – being able to see her, touch her, smell her delicate fragrance – certainly gnawed away at my soul.

But at the same time I had so many things to think about. Things that were best thought about before she arrived and I was confronted by the need for decisions, by the need to talk to her about what I’d seen and learned.

‘So many new things to think about!’ My brain felt right on the edge of overload, of meltdown.

Emily had been with Ralph on Monday, but hadn’t told me a thing about it. She had to know how that would play out with me, what I’d think about it after Vegas, after I’d intentionally banished him from our lives and pushed her in the direction of Jorge as a replacement.

If this wasn’t bad enough, my mind kept playing back her words, her words about how she’d really missed Ralph. What did

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