Caged Heart: A twisted Society by King Ellie

Author:King Ellie [Ellie, King]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-02-23T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 22

Ares

I don’t trust myself… I never have and now more than ever since I decided to show Carmen what she needed to experience, I can’t trust.

I’m not perfect. I was born a Wolfgang and will always be a Wolfgang. My mind isn’t made to be the way that everyone else’s is supposed to be like. The things that I said to Carmen were me reaching out, telling her to imagine loving me. I want to be different. I want to be loved and not in the way that causes me to be exploited. I want to be loved and to trust.

After Carmen stood there with no words coming from her soft, plush lips… it disappointed me slightly. Threw me off my game because she expressed that she wanted to be consumed in less words yet the way she refused to speak it out to me, angered me. I wasn’t the type to force anything on anyone because I knew what it meant to feel like you’re forced to perform something or even understand the implications of what you’re doing to someone else.

Anything that I’ve done to Carmen, she wanted that to happen so I made it happen. Like I told her, I was no Adam seeking his Eve, I was the fucking snake ready to bite and release my venom into her veins so she could die to herself and become mine.

“She belongs to me,” I whispered my words out loud and released it into the world, not caring that we were practicing. “Even if she doesn’t know it yet.”

Like a swirling dust of a sandstorm, the feelings that I’ve kept buried about Carmen came up to attack me while one of my players, Tyler barreled full force toward me. There wasn’t any time to do anything but be on the defense. This was what practice was about, understanding that one moment of losing focus could forever take something away from us.

I planted my skates on the ice, firmly ensuring he understood what he had just done and how he was challenging me. The heavy snowstorm brewing inside me wasn’t letting up and neither would I when it came to this moment. I was born stubborn and I will never change how I am. The same storm was ever-thickening and it was quickly making my visibility of letting Carmen do whatever the fuck she wanted, a serious problem, especially now since my father was in town searching for something from me.

I didn’t need to go lurking to find out what it was. It was the initiation again. The years after where we welcome a new member into the fold.

The wick was formed to eliminate weak little boys and turn them into strong men. Men who wouldn’t have an issue fucking up the rest of the world. It’s an old practice and there’s nothing that can be done. For others, they want to destroy the Wick, form something else and make it friendly but I have no qualms about it. It doesn’t bother me.

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