Breathless by Adams Claire

Author:Adams, Claire [Adams, Claire]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2015-05-26T07:00:00+00:00

As I sat in Math with Georgia—after we both managed to find our way to the building it was in—I tried to focus on the introduction the professor was making, but my mind kept slipping up. I knew I needed to pay attention to what the professor was saying; I knew that since math wasn’t even close to my best subject, I especially needed to focus, but I couldn’t keep myself from thinking about Johnny. Oh God, this is bad, I thought, writing down notes without even really hearing what the professor was saying. All I could think about was the conversation I’d had with Johnny, how cute he was, how sweet and funny and nice. I had no idea what I was even putting down in my notebook; for all I knew the professor could have been speaking Latin and I would have just obediently written down words I couldn’t even understand.

Instead, I was thinking of what it would be like to talk to Johnny again. I was thinking about his strong hands, his cute smile, and the way his eyes sparkled when he told a joke. I remembered my fantasies from the night before last and thought about what it would be like to feel him touching me everywhere. I could feel myself getting hot, my skin tingling as I shivered in the cold classroom, thinking of him. I couldn’t help myself; he was just so hot, and even though I knew there was almost no chance of actually getting him, I had to admit that I was more than a little attracted to him. He was in a frat, which wasn’t the greatest thing, but at least he was a decent guy. I couldn’t imagine him being like some of the jerks my dad hung out with—he was way too nice for that.

Gigi and I parted ways, heading to our other classes for the afternoon, and the thoughts I was having about Johnny only got worse. I started imagining what he would look like naked, how it would be to kiss him, trying to speculate what he would be like in bed. I thought as funny and sweet as he was, it would have to be a lot of fun to sleep with him. I’d been with a couple of guys, but not very many; at the high school I’d gone to, word got out really fast. I definitely didn’t want to come across as a slut and it would have been really easy with the close-knit crowd I hung out with. Especially if I’d ever slept with anyone who wasn’t “approved.”

As I sat through my classes for the afternoon, I thought with dread about how bad it was that I couldn’t even manage to keep it together on the first day. I’d never had a problem with keeping my mind on my work when I had been in high school. Even when I’d had a huge crush on someone, I had been able to at least focus on whatever task was in front of me.

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