Trucker and Pup by Drew Hunt

Author:Drew Hunt [Hunt, Drew]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: erotic MM, Romance MM
Published: 2011-06-13T22:00:00+00:00

Chapter 9

“No, Sir, I can’t.”

Kevin moved to the other side of his new bed. He could feel himself beginning to shake. Ever since the attack he’d been an emotional and physical wreck, the least little thing sending his emotions spiralling. Knowing he was going into another panic attack, Kevin tried to stop himself from hyperventilating.

“Pup,” Joey’s arm reached out and pulled Kevin back towards him. “I know it’s scary, but it’s something you’ve got to face sometime, you know you have to. And I think it’ll only make things worse if you put it off.” Joey used his most tender tone of voice, but it did little to quell Kevin’s panic.

“I, I can’t. Please, Sir, don’t make me.”

Joey traced his index finger down Kevin’s cheek, drawing patterns in the sheen of sweat that had broken out. “I’ll be with you. I’ll never be more than a foot away.”

Kevin looked at his lover’s face, which showed a mixture of strength, tenderness, understanding and love. Kevin took a deep breath. He knew he’d have to go back to the office at some point, it was where he worked after all. But he didn’t want to face it yet.

“Cal’s in custody. He won’t be there. And even if he was,” Kevin felt Joey’s muscles tighten, “there would be absolutely no fucking way I’d let him so much as look at you.”

Gazing into Joey’s green eyes, Kevin sought the sincerity he could hear in his lover’s voice. Finding what he needed in abundance, he spoke. “I’m frightened.”

Joey gave Kevin a light squeeze. Nodding, he said, “I know you are. But if you can face this now, I promise that you’ll feel a hell of a lot better.”

Kevin sighed. He knew his sir was right, but that didn’t remove the terror he felt at re-visiting the scene of the crime. He’d been holed up in his one-room apartment for the past couple of days, too scared to venture out. He didn’t want anyone to see his horribly bruised face. Each time someone let off a firework, he’d jump with fright. But through it all, his sir, his strong and loving sir, was there, never leaving his side.

“Pup, I hate seeing you like this, all nervous and jumpy. Most of it’s my fault. I’ll never forgive myself for not being there for you. Fuck, if only I hadn’t’ve been talking to Greg!”

“Sir, no. We’ve been through this loads of times. It’s not your fault, it’s partly mine, but mostly Cal’s.”

Joey raised himself on one elbow. “None of it is your fault.” Pointing a finger at Kevin, Joey continued, “Got that?”

Kevin looked down. If only he hadn’t been so weak and stood up to Cal in the early days, then none of this would have happened.

“Pup,” Joey’s voice re-focussed Kevin’s attention. “I don’t like doing this, but I need to push you. I know I’m asking a lot, but it’s for your own good.”

Kevin didn’t reply.

“Please don’t make me order you to go.” Joey leaned forward and softly kissed Kevin’s thickened, bruised lips.

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