First Everything by Kim Hartfield

Author:Kim Hartfield [Hartfield, Kim]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-05-20T22:00:00+00:00

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Despite everything, I had to admit Leanne had a point. I needed to talk to Maya and figure out what page she was on. If it was a different one than me, I’d have to end things.

That was hard to think about, but I knew it would be for the best. If she really did see me as just another play toy, I should cut the cord as soon as possible. The faster I ended things, the less it would hurt. And we knew each other by now. She should have some idea of where she could see things going with me. If she didn’t have any feelings for me yet, they weren’t going to grow.

I knew this intellectually. That didn’t mean I wasn’t terrified to start the conversation. My heartbeat stuttered every time I even thought about it. I had to do it. The challenge was just finding the right moment – and not chickening out.

On the night before her trip, I started to say something as she hugged me hello. Then she kissed me, and my thoughts disappeared.

Then I resolved to bring up the subject while she was making me dinner – but she looked so cute and sexy, I couldn’t bear to ruin the moment.

I was determined to ask her about her feelings over the main course. Then over dessert. The next thing I knew, we were in bed together, and the feeling of her palm landing on my ass over and over drove everything else out of my mind.

An hour or two flew by in a haze of dizzying sensuality. We knew each other’s bodies now, and making each other come over and over had become like a game. By the end, Maya had wrung every last drop of pleasure out of me.

I lay back in her bed, a vague anxiety settling over me. She might fall asleep beside me at any second, and then she wouldn’t wake up until the morning. She’d rush to catch her flight and then she’d be in New York without us ever having talked about the status of our relationship.

If I was going to say something, I needed to do it. Now.

“Maya?”

She smiled at me, her eyes heavy-lidded. “Yes, babe.”

Fuck, it killed me when she called me that. “You know…” With all the worrying I’d done, I still hadn’t planned how to say this. “I’m going to miss you while you’re gone. I wish I was going with you.”

“Is that all? You had me scared for a second.” She threw her arm over my waist and stroked slow circles on my hip. “It’s only two days. I think you’ll be all right.” She turned her head to yawn. “And you can always call me.”

“What I mean is…” This was about so much more than the trip, and I didn’t know how to make her understand that. “I wish I could be there with you.”

“I wish you could, too, but I’ll be fine without you. Your job is more important.”

“I have vacation time I can use.

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