Apex Magazine Issue 25 by Catherynne M. Valente Kathryn Weaver Shira Lipkin Chesya Burke Seanan McGuire; Anaea Lay

Author:Catherynne M. Valente, Kathryn Weaver, Shira Lipkin, Chesya Burke, Seanan McGuire; Anaea Lay
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Publisher: Apex Publications
Published: 2011-06-04T23:58:06+00:00

1.

Valentine writes my order down with a flourish and gives me a wink like V’s. I study him - none of his other mannerisms remind me of V. He does not talk with his hands. He is not flashy or flamboyant. His hands, unlike Val’s, do not have guitar calluses; if Valentine plays anything it’s a wind instrument, or maybe a violin.

This is speculation. I cannot allow speculation.

I study my own hands. They shake slightly, and I wonder if I ever played anything; if so, that data is lost. I should search my apartment. It has been too long since I’ve done anything there but file and sleep.

Valentine presents my chai with a smile. “Valentine,” I ask, halting him in his graceful spin kitchenwards, “do I always order the same thing?”

“In the fall, yeah.” He sits down beside me in a way not entirely unlike V’s draping or Val’s slouch. “Other soups, the rest of the year. But always chai and soup.”

“Then why do you write it down?”

“Because you like it.” I must look as puzzled as I feel, because he shrugs (unlike Val, like V) and continues. “You told me once that you don’t see how anyone can hold that in their heads, not really. Things fade. I might forget what kind of tea, what kind of soup.”

I stretch my hand, aching from holding the pen. “I think I forget.”

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