All Over the Map by Laura Fraser

Author:Laura Fraser
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
ISBN: 9780307450913
Publisher: Crown Publishing Group
Published: 2010-12-23T10:00:00+00:00

WHEN I GET home, put on some music, and run a bath, I consider our conversation. There is no doubt that whatever I’ve been doing, with regard to men, hasn’t been working. I keep thinking it has to do with luck, with running into the right man, but perhaps there’s more to it than that. There is a certain amount of fear, after my marriage and my experience in Samoa, which I try to cover up by being tough, clever, reserved. But what Kathy said about being more receptive to men while holding on to your power and your own space made some sense. Being receptive is a good practice for anyone, male or female.

But I’m not going to practice by dating online. That chapter is over. I swish around in the bubbles and decide I need to try a completely different approach. I somehow need a forum where I can learn about receptivity on a deep level, without the fear of rejection and hurt that always accompanies dating, someplace completely safe. I need to practice being approachable and responsive, like being led in a dance.

I lie there soaking, listening to the music, a group called the Gotan Project, some modern tangoish music, and then drain the tub. I jump up and grab a towel. I am going to learn to tango.

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