All In by Cathryn Fox

Author:Cathryn Fox
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Cathryn Fox

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PEYTON

I walk along the water, tears clouding my vision as my body tingles with the memories of Caleb’s touch. I want to believe last night meant more to him. I want to believe that more than anything in the world, but what if I’m wrong? What if, now that I’ve lost the weight and fit an image, I’m worthy of his cock, and nothing more? Back in the day he made it clear he wasn’t into relationships. I snort, because yeah, he also made it clear he wasn’t into me.

Running out under the cover of semi-darkness while he slept wasn’t right. I’m not normally such a chickenshit, but when it comes to Caleb, my emotions are all over the place. I lift my face, let the breeze from the ocean wash over me, and turn toward the yurts, zeroing in on mine. I’m not the only one who ‘got some’ last night.

Earlier this morning, I ran back to my yurt in my underwear, last night’s dress under my arm, and was pleasantly surprised to find Lance and Dean snuggled up together. I changed quickly into my yoga pants and long-sleeved T-shirt and now here I am, wandering around aimlessly, nowhere to go. I can’t go back to my tent, and I certainly can’t go back to Caleb’s. I exhale loudly. Honestly, I’ve never felt so lost in my entire life.

With my shoes in hand, I walk along the sand, the cold waves lapping at my bare feet. I hear clatter in the distance and smile when I see the staff setting up breakfast inside the gazebo. My heart flutters, so happy for Beck and Eden. I’m sure he must have set this romantic early morning breakfast up for her—he’s sweet and thoughtful like that.

A voice carries in the wind, and for a second I think someone is calling my name. I glance around, shade the early morning sun from my eyes, but the beach is quiet, the guests still sleeping. Maybe it’s just wishful thinking that Caleb is searching for me.

Lost in my own thoughts, I wander, making my way to the gazebo to get a peek at the spread before my friends sit for breakfast and begin the rest of their lives. A pang of jealousy hits me and I hate myself for it. I’m happy for them, but I wish I could find what they’ve found in each other.

My steps slow as I approach. I don’t want to interfere with their morning, but the next thing I know, someone is lifting me in the air and tossing me over their shoulders. Caveman style. For the briefest second, I think I’m being abducted, but then Caleb’s familiar scent washes over me and I almost sob with joy and sorrow and everything in between. My God, I’m a hot mess.

“What are you doing?” I yell.

“What I should have done back in college,” he responds, his voice rough and labored as he carries me down to the beach.

“Put me down, Caleb.”

“I

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