When the Red Wolf Hunts by Kody Boye
Author:Kody Boye [Boye, Kody]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-04-21T22:00:00+00:00
Though there is really no way for me to be confident in my decision, considering I never thought I would ever get a tattoo, I decide on two roses and thorns.
For my parents, I think, and their strength of heart.
And the thorns, I then add, for the role I had to play in all of this.
I keep quiet as we take the taxi to the edge of town. Not knowing what to say, but most importantly, unsure what to feel, I lace my fingers together and place my fists on my thighs, growing more and more doubtful by the moment.
âIs everything all right?â Jackson asks.
I lift my eyes to face him, then avert my gaze to the driver before saying, âEverythingâs fine.â
Jackson nods, but doesnât push the matter further. Rather, he reaches down to set a hand over mine, and forces a smile I know is born of insecurity more than anything.
Heâs nervous, too, I think.
But it isnât for the reasons I am. No. Jackson, I know, is nervous because of the potential question that the tattooist will have, and the possible answer I will have to give as a result of it.
You just have to say you fell, heâd coached, and cut your arm open. Itâs not as if itâs deep.
While that may be true, the fact is: people are more likely to ask questions in this scenario than any otherâbecause I, as Oaklynn Smith, am simply the girl who survived. Through smoke and pain and fire and torment Iâd emerged triumphant through the flamesâ
Except, thereâs only one problem: Iâd emerged alone, and for that, I must be punished, whether it be by nature or the people within it.
A sigh escapes me as I turn to look out the windowâand though I hoped and prayed so desperately that we would take an alternate path, I see my motherâs flower shop rise up like a tattered icon to the masses.
âHorrible, what happened,â the man driving says.
âYeah,â Jackson replies, a bit bristly at that. âIt was.â
I bite my tongue to keep from responding, and close my eyes to prevent tears from following.
While it takes only a moment to pass, the impression it leaves is like a brand burning into my sideâpermanent and disfiguring and plain for all to see.
I feel like going home almost immediately after we arrive at the tattoo shop.
âYouâre not having second thoughts?â Jackson asks after weâve exited the cab and paid the fare. âAre you?â
âNo.â I shake my head. âIâm⦠Iâm not.â
âYou donât have to lie to me, Oaklynn.â
âItâs not a lie so much as it is a reservation.â
He presses a hand against my arm. âYouâre sure youâre up for this?â
âItâs not like I really have much of a choice in the matter, do I? Preservation of the pack and all.â
Jackson sighs, but nods and says, âI guess not.â
I turn to face the shopâwhose entrance simply proclaims Red Wold Tattoo in grisly metal-music letteringâand force myself to nod.
As much as I donât want to do this, I
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