The Real Thing by Murray J.J
Author:Murray, J.J. [Murray, J.J.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Kensington
Published: 2013-02-05T00:00:00+00:00
Chapter 20
The filets, however, get cold by the time Dante comes inside alone, sips his orange juice, and has one little filet without even sitting at the table.
âAre you okay?â I ask.
âI will be fine.â He finishes his juice. âHer timing is . . . unfortunate.â
I nod, leaving my seat and moving closer to him. âYouâve hardly eaten anything. Are they too cold?â
âI am not hungry,â he says. âMaybe later.â He takes a few steps away from me and toward the kitchen. âI am going up the hill to work out.â
That was obvious. âUm, do you want some company? Someone to help you sweat?â
âI will only do a light workout today.â
In other words, no, he wants to be alone. âIâm up for a light workout,â I say. I want to be alone with him.
âYou rest, Christiana.â
I want to hug him, kiss him, something. âYou seem so far away.â Literally. For every step I take toward him, he takes a step away from me.
He looks at the bottom step of the stairs. âI will only be up the hill.â
I take two giant steps before he can move, putting my hand on his shoulder. âI meant that you seem distant, you know. Far away.â
He looks out the window in the kitchen door. âShe has that effect on me.â
At least heâs aware of it. âWhy? Why do you let her have that effect on you?â
He shakes his head and sighs. âI wish I knew.â He steps away from my hand and trudges up the stairs. A few moments later, he comes down wearing shorts, running shoes, and a tank top.
âIâll, um, Iâll just . . . rest then,â I say.
âBene,â he says, and without a kiss, hug, or smile, he leaves through the kitchen door and is out of sight.
What have I gotten myself into here? Should I stay?
Tenere provare. I canât leave. I canât give up.
I take several deep breaths.
Tenere provare.
While Evelyn naps or restores her evil powers in the guestroom, I make a few casts off the dock and catch nothing but sun. I look up the hill behind the cottage every so often hoping to see Dante coming back from his workout. They say a watched pot never boils. Well, a watched Canadian hillside never spits out Italian boxers.
I quit fishing and take a walk down a narrow path past Danteâs cottage, occasionally hearing the sounds of popping leather. Itâs no light workout at all. Heâs up there pounding the leather. I want to sneak up to watch. I want to run up there and wrestle him to the ground. I want him inside me again and again and again . . .
I can wait. Iâm a big girl. This will all work out. I just have to stay busy.
I go inside Red and Lelaniâs cottage and rescue Evelynâs clothes from the dryer, folding them neatly and trying hard not to fall asleep. I hang up my clothes above the dryer, clipping my underwear and bra to a hanger as well.
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